i wonder how many i can take

i wonder where is my limit..
i know it is near..
but i am too greedy..
i still believe that i can take some more..
may be one or two..
or perhaps three more..
haiz..

i know that quantity is better than quality..
somehow..
it is too late to stop everything..
i cannot be too self-fish..
i have to think of the whole game..
the whole war.. =)

please give me more energy and power...
help me..

may be it is one of the ways to forget about the two problems that i am facing..
who knows..
i hope that i can solve it instead of running away from them..


may you guys be well and happy always!