overload

what i can do is to carry out my own part perfectly;
and then try my best to help others,
if and only if i am free;

i know that it is my fault,
to bear so many responsibilities,
and to be involved in so many things;
but i always choose to be better;

however, the problem is ,
what i have promised,
i cannot break;

i have to try my best
to work it out,
with no tree to lean on.

just
try my best, do my best, be the best!