未来

想要什么
想做什么
喜欢什么

到现在还是搞不懂
还是看不见我的未来

@.@

看见同学们 各忙各的
马不停蹄的朝着目标前进

是时候 停一停
想想自己究竟喜欢什么
目标是什么

现在很忙
下星期presentation后 再想想

what's the point of working hard?

my next presentation will be on this coming Tuesday
and i still haven't really start working on it

i couldn't see the point of doing it other than just to fulfil my PRP log book
and to gain knowledge

what's the point of gaining knowledge?
i used to think that with knowledge, one will gain respect
it is great to be the best, to be the top

but, now... after thinking twice.. what's the point of being the best?
after all, there will always be someone better than you
and you will be replaced and forgotten
so, what's the point for working so hard??

...
...
...

but then... why did i chose medical field at the first place?
why didn't i give up when i was very stress in university?
why did I hang on till now?
why??

i want to help others.
i want to serve the community.
i want to touch others heart.

every patient deserves an up to standard treatment.
everyone deserves a proper care.
so, if i am not competent, can I give what they deserve???

for my patients, i will keep improving.


may all be well and happy always.

加油吧

生活再难再苦 也不是最苦
工作再多再重 也不是最重
比咋们还要苦 还要难的 多得是

不经一番寒彻骨 焉得梅花扑鼻香
没有永远的晴天 亦不会有永远的阴天
好的 坏的 一切都会过去的
现在的苦 不会是永恒的

试想想当初 为何要做这选折
想想当初 为何念书时没放弃
一路以来 都已坚持下来了
现在这点压力 难道 咋们承受不了吗？
要坚信 咋们是能的
可别忘了 当初那份热诚

日后 成功时
千万别忘记 今日的苦
得牢记 一切得来不易 要好好珍惜

日后 成功时

千万别 让 恶 传下去

得让 爱 传出去

战友们 咋们一起加油吧！

累了

很多时候 只能做好自己的本分
想帮 也帮不了多少

得再一次 承认
人 不是万能的
人 能力是有限的
凡事 要量力而为
不知量力 苦了自己 苦了他人

尽力了 就好
对得起良心 对得起爱你的人 就好
其他的 想管 也管不了

身体累了 休息睡觉便可
心累了 那该如何是好？

挑战接二连三的到来
手头上的工作 还没解决 完成
新的任务 问题 又排山蹈海的到来
除了硬撑 还能怎样？

我是歌手 第2季 第8期 【周笔畅 - 时间都去哪儿了】2014-02-28

爸、妈， 我爱您

late for work

today
i made a very silly mistake
i was late for my shift
and put my boss in danger

i am so sorry
but i know sorry can't cure
what happened, already happened.

in fact, i planned to go very early today
to make sure that everything is all prepared before my boss arrived
but at the end i was late

this is unacceptable
and i got to face the consequences

i am so so sorry
hopefully everything will be fine

i will strive to be better

it doesn't mean anything if it remains promise.
got to take action and make it happen.


may all be well and happy always.

post-night shift

drove back Penang this morning after night shift
slept for about an hour at Gurun R&R.
arrived safely for lunch at home
^^

couldn't find Budesonide nebulising solution last night
in fact it is LP
=.=

not confident enough in answering the questions from SN
i was thinking if there is other reliable sources
haha.. manatau just refer to the product information leaflet will do. :D

need to be more independent

scolded by patient

lol... scolded by patient today..
he complaint that he waited for very long..
about HALF-AN-HOUR

zzz...
what to do...
i need to work harder and faster lo..

but today the bakul really a lot..
work till 10pm non-stop without eating dinner..
even the FRP also x go for dinner..
haiz..

anyway, i will angry too if i were the patient..
hmm..


may all be well and happy always

中西情人节

祝大家 中西情人节 快乐

愿天下有情人终成眷属 

may all be well and happy always :)

long long day

just reached home around 10:30pm..

walked back alone 

but still not yet done clerking the cases

hmmm... 

made my family worried about me as my hp battery was flat

i knew they will call me this evening, yet i didn't call back

i am too stupid for not using others phone to call back

so big liao still need to make others to worry about me

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz sorry :(

lots of deadlines to meet..

lots of things to do

arghhhhhhhhhhh

i need a break after this