tired

bad results after one another..
i am just too tired..

feel that i am fighting alone in the war
at this foreign country..
i wonder how long i can stand
hope that it's enough to get what i want

before i'm here..
i can't wait to be here..

when i'm here..
i am counting down to go back

still..
i never learn from past..
i shall appreciate all i have now..
instead of missing what i missed..

may all be well and happy always
stay strong and add oil !!!

Day 59

PP3 role play 3
was too rush..
it was about allergic to cat
i prescribed cetrilizine 10mg OD
without non-pharmacological advice..
missed side effect counselling about drowsiness while driving
and missed "don't stay close to the cat"
etc..
arrrrrrrrrrr.......

had FMT1 Class Test
in the afternoon at Coveille Building
the test was harder than past years
interpreted easy questions wrongly..
missed out details in the module

need to work real hard
to score the FMT 1..

cheered by the news
regarding Lee Chong Wei make it to Olympic men single final at London =)

may Buddha always be with me
may all be well and happy always =)

Day 58

had FMT 1 NMR workshop
and FMT 2 Sterility workshop

woah.. after the NMR workshop..
i found that i can't identify the chemical shift properly
blur.. ...
omb..

may all be well and happy always

Day 57

PP3 Role Play 2
herm.. did quite okay..
it was about smoking cessation

hermm..
should have couselled the patient regarding the strength of the nicotine patches and gum
and also side effects of those NRT
and explained more about the whole course of NRT

studied FMT 1 module guide

oven potatoes - learned from youtube..
quire nice =)

Gordon Ramsay - Fondant Potatoes

Day 56

last day of FMT 1 lecture
James Johnson and Ru-an
about Plastic and Validation respectively
both are great..
concentrated well.. =)

rainy night

Day55

first PP3 Role Play
lectured by Ian Towle..
erm.. i was too nervous..
didn't manage to find medicine for Travel Sickness..
haizzzzzzzz...

it suppose to be Joy Rider or Kwells
need to work harder..

the lecture schedule for polymers was cancelled due to miscommunication and technical error..
and polymers lectures will not be examined
=S

may all be well and happy always

Day 54

tried to cook chilli prawn.. but then added minced pork.. and too much soy sauce.. >.<

Day 53

revised FMT 2

lunch

Day 52

Responding to Symptoms lectures in the morning
Proteins lectures by Christine Dufes in the afternoon =)

no mood...

haiz..

still need to do revision
exam is just around the corner..
oh ya..
get to know that the class test had been brought forward..
with less than 2 weeks notice..
thank Buddha.. at least i ran through the modules at least once..

Day 51

terrible n horrible day..
in the, the worst day ever

had FMT 3 lab in the morning
i wanted to learn pipette 1mL of sample
but then..... failed....
kena "another lecture" from my team-mate
ombbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
really beh tahan

feedback for PP3 class test 2
and i failed again >.<
it was really .......................
i made a stupid mistake
i FORGOT to label my product !!!!
-60 for that..
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

why am i so careless
this time highest is 100%
another heavy rain......
told my brother about this..
and elder sister too..

only informed the rest of my family much later..
i have no other choice but to pass my PP3 Exemption Exam


may Buddha will always be with me
may all be well and happy always

dinner

Day 50

had another lectures from Christine Dufes in the morning about suspensions
and lectures by Florence in the afternoon

given by Zamir yesterday =)

Day 49

had FMT 2 lecture about Emulsions in the morning
haha.. the French slang by Christine Dufes is actually not hard to catch
her lecture was lively..
especially her slides..
i just like it =)

FMT 2 lab in the afternoon
haha.. get to wear the Barney suit..
but.. was very sloppy that time..
made mistakes
1. forget to remove the cover of the vials before inserting the needle
2. nearly throw needle into container for non-sharp
haizzzzzzzzzzzz

what were my mind that time??!!!

dinner

Day 48

PP3 Class Test 2
the first to come out from the test..
should be the first to finish it..

i did nothing wrong..
nothing in my mind (at the moment..)

herm..
wait for the result then..

had PP3 responding to symptoms class in the afternoon

tony told me about the 40mg(4X10mg)
means take 10mg four times a day..

ombbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
fail again??!!!
heavy rain for the first time here..
i felt that i tried so hard.. and still...
haiz..

real sad..

when you are sad, you tend to look at things that you ignored 

Day 47

prepared PP3 class test 2

lunch 

dinner

cooked by people next door.. (bengtai, tony, jeremy, peter + ching jou)
nice lerrrrrrrrr...