things we forget

http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com/2011/04/690.html

The best way to overcome obstacles

is to keep your eyes on the goal

證嚴法師靜思語

人都是因为太聪明了，分别的事多，矛盾也多，才会著想不开 。

Often when a person is too smart, they will over analyze things, and contradiction appears; hence they become anxiously entrenched.

證嚴法師靜思語

By Master Cheng Yen

new sem new goals

my 4th semester starts tomorrow.. ^^

(though officially it started 2 weeks ago)

new goals for this semester:

1. maintain my CMA

i know it's quite impossible to improve my CMA for this semester as in the programme coordinator said that they will mark the papers more strict and follow exactly the same outlines given by UOS. It will be great if i can still maintain my CMA as that of my semester 3. ^^

2. have a healthy lifestyle

-jog everyday

-sleep early (around 11pm)

-slowly cut down my play times (3 times per week first lar.. XD)

-study at least 2 hours daily (of course not during exam period)

3. join less activities and focus more on my study ^^

-going to step down from Chinese Chess Club next Friday

-going to step down from Buddhist Society in early of July

-only left choir =)

4. record my daily expenses

hope that everything will just be fine.

guys, have a wonderful semester!

may you be well and happy always! ^^

what a emo week

it has been a long week for me...

severely emo twice this week..

went to hill top...

walked from ground floor to my hostel..

bathed in heavy rain last Friday..

but somehow i didn't drop a single tear

though i wanted to..

this makes me realise that

heavy rain

won't make me cry

and won't wake me up

i can't run away from problems

the only way is to face it and solve it

procrastinate will only worsen the situation

though it may be challenging

got a brother since last Friday midnight

it's really nice to have a brother

will try my best to maintain it ^^

anyway,

bro, sorry and thanks for everything. =)

adapt

there are just too many uncertainties in life..

may it be expected or unexpected..

if we can't get it done in the way that we want,

we just go with the flow.

change your perspective

if you can't change the situation.

恶魔

其实我很讨厌现在的我，

我不知道自己想要什么，

更不知自己想怎样

只知自己真的真的很幸苦…

不知还能走多远…

不知还能扛多久…

醒

珍惜一位不珍惜你的人，是痛苦的

为一个不在乎你的人而伤心，是无谓的

难道非得搞得遍体鳞伤、一拍两散，才肯醒？！

别傻了，醒吧！

别再一个人 在那儿 发梦了……

梦 始终 是梦，

痛 始终 会痛，

醒 始终 得醒。

宽

逆境、是非来临，心中要持一「宽」字 。

When conflict and adversity arise, always preserve a spacious heart.

證嚴法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

傻的 是我

朋友，

你为何要骗我？

工作 课业

已让我 快撑不住了

你 却在这时

有意无意的隐瞒

真的 此时此刻

真挚的友情 对我 非常的重要

这些年来 我不停的找

失败了 很多次

我以为我已习惯了

但 这次

真的 真的 很痛

真的 真的 很伤

我一心一意的

用心栽培 这份友谊

到头来 发现

这只是 我 一厢情愿

对不起

错的 是我

傻的 是我

如果 痛哭

可以让我好受些 我愿意

如果 让泪水决堤

可以让事情好转 我无所谓

我 累了

再也撑不住了

不该喜欢

一直以来

都喜欢上

不该喜欢的人

然后

很努力的去

放下他

忘记他

心

一直在 痛

问世间情为何物

我的他

在哪？

Christ Medina - What are words

Chris Medina What Are Words lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/chris-medina-what-are-words-lyrics.html

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

愛情需要精心呵護，更需要堅強的意志來保證

看完它，你會緊緊抱著你喜歡的人
http://onlyyou.katelove.net/view/4da295f59af24
一對新婚夫妻新婚燕爾，
準備於第二天利用婚假的剩餘幾天
北載河、秦皇島好好玩一玩，
兩張火車票已經買好了， 就放在床頭櫃上。
然而，就在這一天的晚上，
他們所在的唐山市發生了舉世震驚的唐山大地震。
當妻子掙扎著睜開眼睛時，周圍漆黑一片，
彷彿整個天空都坍塌下來一般。
樓板落了下來，壓在年輕的丈夫身上。
他們被困在了裡面，年輕妻子絕望了。
他們仰臉躺在床上，
用兩個人的四肢手臂一起向上推那塊水泥板，試圖把它推開。

然而失敗了，水泥板像焊在那裡一樣，紋絲不動。
年輕丈夫鼓勵妻子別怕，過一陣子會有人來救他們的。
妻子告訴年輕丈夫：只要在你身邊，我什麼都不怕。
妻子用手向另一側摸去，
幻想能摸到一線生機的希望，但只有水泥板、磚塊……

妻子幾近絕望，生命的支柱一瞬間像房屋一樣坍塌了。
事情還沒做完，今後的路應該很長，
對，還有北載河、秦皇島、還有那兩張車票，
就放在床頭櫃上。

車票，使妻子產生了新動力和勇氣，於是繼續摸索。
床頭櫃──車票── 妻子真的觸摸到了一張硬紙板，
真的是車票！
妻子非常高興，把車票握在手裡，
動地搖著年輕丈夫的肩膀：
我找到了 車票！年輕丈夫也很高興：是兩張車票。


妻子心頭一沉，只有一張，
原來另一張車票被水泥板牢牢地第壓住了，
只露出極小的一角，妻子試圖把它拉出來，卻幾次都未如願。
妻子無言答對，默默地流淚。
年輕丈夫安慰到：不要緊，可以… . . 再買一張… ..
沈重的水泥版一端壓在年輕丈夫身上，
一端壓在床頭櫃的車票上，
兩個支點為妻子留下了一塊賴以生存的空間，
也不知道外面的世界發生了什麼變化，
除了一張車票和一個年輕丈夫，妻子什麼都沒有，
就連一點點生的希望都在漸漸稀釋、融化。
飢餓、渴使得妻子幾乎都想放棄。
似乎年輕妻子丈夫已經意識到了妻子的信念
正在一點一點地崩潰，
並開始向妻使述說他們未來的旅程，講述外面的美景：
美麗的北載河、迷人的西雙版納……

一種無形的力量在妻子體內湧動，
一個生命的光環在眼前擴散，越來越大，越來越亮。
年輕丈夫用生命的餘暉，為妻子點燃一支希望的蠟燭，
這支蠟燭一直照亮著妻子走出地獄之門，重返光明的人間。
一天清晨，壓在他們頭頂的水泥版被掀開了，
妻子被救了出來。
當妻子急急地爬到年輕丈夫身邊，
映入眼簾的一幕突然間讓妻子變傻了：
丈夫的右半邊身體完全被砸成了肉泥，
殷紅的血凝固在廢墟的石堆裡。
年輕丈夫只看了妻子一眼，
嘴角滲出了一絲淺淺的笑紋，就閉上了雙眼。
年輕丈夫以最頑強的精神、最堅韌的毅力和最深切的愛，
陪伴和激勵妻子度過了最艱苦、黑暗的三個晝夜，
然後安心走了。

年輕的丈夫走了，他的一份深深的愛卻讓妻子享受一輩子。
愛情需要精心呵護，更需要堅強的意志來保證。
當我們擁有愛情時，我們不懂得愛情，
當我們懂得愛情時，我們已經沒有了愛的能力了。



魚說：「你看不見我眼中的淚，因為我在水中... 」
水說：「 我能感覺你的淚，因為你在我的心裡...」

累了

工作累了

又没足够的休息

又没适当的放松

别得非常的情绪化

一时开心一时伤心

没得好好的玩几天

又得开始读书了

除了累 还是累

真希望有个知己

唱这首歌给我听 （F4 第一时间 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-k1ODdFe0r8）

那一晚，或许我

真的梦里也会笑 =）

in retrospect.. Cendana

this photo is taken 4 years ago...

back row: Sam, Hilary, Kang Wee, Choo, Bala

front row: Boon Ching, Kai Shing, me, Siew Huang, Lii Chyuan, Peter

第一次去爬山

went to Broga Hill with ks and sam this morning...

the path is quite dangerous as it was slippery and no proper track for us to climb..

overall, the difficulty level is still okay. i enjoyed climbing it.

will take photo next time.. =)

hope that we can go there fortnightly.

1st ESC ended successfully...

went out for dinner+supper with the gang until 3am today..

exhausted...

still haven't recover..

nitez world..

喜欢上 不该喜欢的人

苦的是自己

爱上 不该爱的人

痛的是自己

choir practice before ESC finale

i thought that i do not like singing...

but most of the time when i sing in choir, i feel relax (only when i am singing)...

i knew that i am torturing others as i can't singing well..

but still... sorry lar...

we have a new coach here..

though he is quite strict

but we do learn a lot from him.

i can sense the improvement he brings to choir as in

-discipline of the members

-organised practices

it will be better if he can be more friendly..

haha XD

anyway,

he is great

and talented

i have no doubt regarding his qualification..

ho~ho~ho～

the day before ESC finale

trying to be happy though i am not

hopefully everything will be fine after tomorrow night

hopefully i am down all this while is due to the very first IMU English Singing Competition

(i am not joining anyway XD)

anyway, "The Show Must Go On"! (the theme of the competition)

^^

原来

原来 倾述

也需要勇气

原来 过度伤心

可省下几餐

原来 不是放不下

而是 不想放下

对不起，是我的错

原本 因为某件事

心情已经超烂了

去到决赛彩排时 又挨骂

结果 又乱骂人

我已做了我该做的

但 永远都不够

真的 全都是我的错

或许 我真的太压力了

整个月都不知搞什么

懵懵懂懂 迷迷糊糊

甚至连进入考场

也不知自己在考试

现在最想做的 是

在倾盆大雨中 整个人完全放松

高声呐喊 决堤一次

我 快崩溃了

朋友

全都是

我的不是

如果 眼泪掉了

就没事了

就不疼了

那 我愿意

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

全都是我不对

对不起

就算 无济于事

我 再也无法忍受了

真的很痛

真的很伤

我 投降了

sem break outing - KL

went out with my bro last Sunday...

we walked around a tiny part of KL...

taken vegetarian food as lunch..

but we didn't chat much as i was down..

we went for movie

-world invasion battle los angeles-

to us, it was rather a touching instead of action movie

the scene where the main actor is willing to risk his life for the rest

and where all his teammates follow him though they knew that they stand almost no chance to win

this is friendship.

Semester 4

second day of semester 4..

OMB !!

i already started to fish in class..

and it was only around 12:30pm..

i can't get all the points that she is trying to deliver...

need to revise and ask for clarification asap..

其实 我也不想烦 你

或许 我

看起来无所事事

无忧无虑

但其实 我不是

傻笑

装 听不懂 听不到

已成习惯

但 最近

我似乎失去了这能力

常常失控的发呆

你 不懂

我承受的有多大

我的负担有多重

我 懂

这一切都是我自找的

一切错 都归我

答应了 就要做到

开始了 就要完成

是我的原则

坚信

没有下不完的雨

没有刮不完的风

无论多辛苦 多艰难

我都得熬过去

我 亦明白

你 帮得了一次 两次

帮得了一时 帮不了一世

对不起 连累了你

对不起 烦了你

其实 我

也不想的

我 会努力的

自我控制

不再烦你

我 会好好的

真的

很对不起

Semester 4

yesterday was my first day of Semester 4 @ IMU....

it's nice to meet all my classmates there..

all the best to all of us!

again..

i want to study hard this semester!

this time i really need to as one of the subjects is calculated in my final CMA.

hope that i will really pass that particular subjects with flying colours.. ^^

may we have a wonderful semester ahead!

haha =D

情

一次又一次的

被伤了又伤

几时才肯接受

才肯放弃 呢？

难道

真的酱难吗？