sumMEr's pOst...

Thursday, December 31, 2009

preparing

now.. still busy packing... going to IMU soon.. on this coming Saturday.. still lots of things to buy there as i am not able to bring all i need there as i will travel alone by bus..

review life at INTEC

lots of things to mention.. i will update it when i am really free..

in 2009

in 2009,
it had been a great year for me..
i completed my Edexcel A-Level for the first half of the year,
and took part-time job for the second half of the year.

in this year,
learnt new skills,
got new various experiences,
made new friends and so on...

the most precious experience
--gold--working
i worked as a sales assistant at a pharmacy
learning ways to promote supplement is the most valuable
besides making new friends and a little bit of shop management
--silver--chinese flute
i learnt chinese flute half way, really hope to continue it next year.. looking for new 'sifu' as the old one is at India...

my first international external exam--Edexcel A-Level
at last, after two year of preparing, it is over! the result is still acceptable with a little disappointment... overall, still okay...

happiness of the year--identified another great friend
boon ching... as he was willing to help and share with me. he gave me a better understanding about my religion.. we study it together(actually most of the time he was teaching me)..we had some study group but at the end, only kar pui, boon ching and I remained. he gave me support and strenght when i need it and ears when i need it.. though there were some shortness in our friendship as things happened, yet he is still my one of my best friends..

sadness of the year
--gold--scold by boss
the description is under the post 'review working life 2009'
--silver--boon ching did not inform me about his love story (haha..)
the description is under the post 'HURT'

contentment of the year
--platinium--religion
i took a closer step and had better understanding of my own belief.. thanks to boon ching for sharing it with me..
--gold--working
finally, i stepped into the community. It is only 4 months but i gained a lot of completely new experiences.
--silver--completed my A-Level
i nearly burn out during the super long exam period.. but luckily with support from my family and friends, i made it well.. thanks!!! especially to boon ching and kar pui..

trip of the year--Penang
with boon ching as he wanted to go to PMC in his preparation for his interview. His last minute decision ended up we overnight at my grandma house and then depart straight to PMC the next day after having breakfast prepared by grandma. After that, we had lunch or dinner with my elder sister at a vegetarian shop near USM and we took night bus back to Shah Alam.. We did went to Penang Buddhist Society in the afternoon and Boon Ching found the book that he wanted so much around there.


in a nutshell, i have a better view in friendship and relationship this year. To me, this year is still okay overall..


may you guys be well and happy always!

道理 5

“人怕你”并不是福;
“人欺你”并不是辱。

道理 4

万境本闲,
唯人自闹。

道理 3

不顺利的逆境,
要靠勇气克服;
不顺意的人事,
要靠雅量包容。

道理 2

大石横路,
弱者视为行路之障碍,
勇者视为进步之阶梯。

道理 1

石火电光时几何,
总因恩爱受折磨;
若人识得真假性,
罪灭心忘出网罗。


may you gyus be well and happy always!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

review working life 2009

my first part-time job
working from 11am-8pm, then 10am-7pm and finally 9.30am-6.30am.. I changed my working time at shop again and again due to transport problem.. there is no transport problem for promotion as i drove my boss car to and back from the venue, but the working time is extremely long from around 8.30am to around 12.30am continuously for weeks.. though have OT but exhausted.. it is not as fun as i thought it should be, yet i learnt quite a lot in the sense of soft-skills and shop management.. really had a new great experience... ^.^

in shop
have to do most of the XXXXX stuff... pricing, loading, unloading, packing, arranging the stock... not really learn anything related to medicine.. a bit about business management.. that's all... got scold for not knowing where the goods are... =.=

scold by boss
i was asked to take the mercury thermometer but i dunno where is it... i knew the place it takes but i did not see any there.. then i took digital thermometer instead.. and get scold in front of everyone and also the customer... very shame and no face... it was the first and only time i got scold by my boss... i still remember the question he scold me.. "you never learn science before?!" sweat!!! i tought of stop working after the lunch time that day or the next day.. but after thinking twice i still stay as i need money ma... haiz... this time it is my problem... no to talk about the effect it cause..

gifts from boss
i have a few gifts from boss which are gift from the medicine companies but i am still happy with it... my boss gave me a book related to business too but i not yet finish it... not that interest actually.. haha... still i will finish it one day... =.=

Promotion
after all, i only went to a few places for pormotion, they are TESCO Sungai Dua, TESCO E-Gate, PISA and in front of St. Anne Church. I like promotion compared to at shop.

'belanja' by customer
when i was doing promotion at TESCO Sungai Dua, a customer gave my 'sifu' and me a bread from King's Bakery each.. it was so nice as it is totally free!!! haha...

scold by customer
i was eating my delicious 'cha mi sua' that time and a customer came. He was asking my co-worker some products and i was so buzy body.. i asked him 'what you want?' while there were still some food in my mouth... i knew it sound rude but i don't mean it, yet i got lecture from him for 15 minutes even i keep on explaining... =.= in the end, he still buy from us and before he went, he said that i still have to learn and if i learn some skills from him, he is sure that i can be top sale in 3 months.. sweat!!! @.@

customer wanted me to be her 'anak angkat'
it was at TESCO E-Gate.. i was curious about the platinium credit card and i asked my customer (there were two of them) where and how to get it... after explaining to me, one of them said that the other one don't have and child and asking me wanna be her 'anak angkat' or not, and the other woman asked me directly too.. i smile then changed topic immediately as i knew that it was not the right thing to do.. then i explained to them the products and they bought some from me, before they left, they asked me again, and i smile to them and say 'Good Bye!' hehe...

lecture from a customer
it was at TESCO Sungai Dua.. a customer who claimed that he taught lots of outstanding product advisors, doctors, pro, etc.. wanted my sifu and I learn from him..he talked a lots of philosophies and correct our 'mistake'.. what we suppose to do and vice versa.. he taught us as novice, and my sifu was not happy with that and argued with him.. at the end, the conversation ends well and he left his number and we don't even border to keep it.. >.< haha... yea.. he might be a great lecturer yet not good enough in conversation... hehe...

'belanja' by boss
in August or September, one day, after doing promotion at TESCO E-Gate, my boss 'belanja' all of us (his wife and himself, 'san yi', cindy jie, ying ying, my sifu and I)at a restaurant... it is the only time all of us have supper together... before i join the team, most of the time after the promotion, he will belanja them but after that...-.- but this coming new year, we are going to have lunch at 'tao' Auto City as a reward for us to do the stock-take.. hehe.. ^.^

after promotion
usually after Saturday promotion, my sifu, ying ying and I will drive to Butterworth for supper.. it is quite from our place but the food there is nice.. we enjoyed 'char kuey teow', 'kuey teow soup' and 'hockien mee' there... the kuey teow soup there is the best.. ^.^ but recently we did not go there as my parents want me to go home early.. i want to go home early too as my parents will wait for me and i do not want them to stay up late coz they still have to work the next day...

supper with sifu
one day after promotion and it was raining heavily...my sifu and i went to the hocker center near my house for supper.. it was at 'ho chiak street'. we had 'hockien law','fried belacan chicken' and 'chu cheong fan'.. it was delecious and is free coz my sifu 'belanja me ma' .. hehe... she wanted me to remember this every time i go there wo.. coz the price is not cheap and she wanted me to remember that she did 'belanja' me ma... haha... ^.^

promotion at PISA
it was terrible.. we need to drive up 45 degree aross the stairs to the hall.. and the bottom of our car is scratched.. it was so dangerous, with a simple mistake, our car might fall out from the lane and stuck at the stair... one of my co-worker car fall out of the lane and it need 25++ men to carry the car and fix it... sweat!!! waht make thing worst is the sales there is so horrible.... =.=! the crowd is not as many as expected... it was not my problem wo.. haha...




my new friends
Mr.Tan and 'Ms.' Lim-- my boss and his wife
'Hei Mao Jie'-- my sifu
'san yi', 'Cindy jie', 'LY'ying ying, 'LLY'ah Eng,ah boon and 'ah boon's jie jie'Ms.Loh-- my co-worker
'Bryan'--exFocus Point worker, he knows how to play chinese flute, wanna learn from him one day
'kang yao chuan'--P1 wimax
'eng swee chuan &ah fook'--happy
'jack'--oku san no
volunteers--Persatuan Mencegah Mangsa Dera
'zhi kun and his thailand friend'--handfree
'lu see'--promoter for skincare
'Mr.Lu & Ms. Lian'--promoter for soap

after all, I'm still welcome to the group and invited to join them in future lo.. I might go back to work during sem break or after my life at IMU before Scoltland.. depends...

i think that's all about my working experince.. all the up and down.. new friends.. that's it..



may you guys be well and happy always!

it's time to make conclusion for 2009...

tomorrow is the last day for this year...
so, most probably i will make a conclusion soon or later..
i met new people, friends, environment, etc...
lots of interesting events took place this year and i might share part of it..



may you guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

原来朋友也有四季之分!

昨天在大众书局看了一本书,是一本属于修养立志的书。。。
至于书名。。我忘了。。
但价钱我可记得,是RM13.50。

它是一本关于友情的书。
书内种种的‘大道理’,
让我体会到,原来友谊是多么宝贵的。

友情,
是我们懂得的第二份情,
也是我们一生不可缺少的情;
在外,当我们觉得孤单时,无助时,
它可扮演举足轻重的角色。

但。。。
从那本书,让我知道
原来朋友也有四季之分!
不一定所有朋友都能与我们一起同甘共苦,或雪中送炭,
甚至有的会落井下石。。。

有的朋友像春天,与你分享快乐高兴的事;
有的朋友像夏天,与你分享你的理想志愿;
有的朋友像秋天,与你分享你的伤心事;
有的朋友像冬天,在你需要时无私的帮你。
若有一位无季节之分的朋友,那他便是能分享一切的知己了。。。




原大家早日找到各自的知己!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

...th working day

going to work later.. 5pm..
Auto City...
with a new co-worker..
hopefully, everything will just be fine...


may you guys be well and happy always!

my christmas eve and christmas

Christmas eve..
i was working at TESCO E-Gate
then went to Auto City to unload goods around 11.15pm
and reach home around 12.45am

there were lots of youngster joined the count down over there
they were enjoying and celebrating...
of course there were trillion of couples hanging around

to me, the count down is just like nothing but boring
the fireworks is not that beautiful and too long

may be i will not feel the same if i am with my family or friends

Christmas..
working from 8.45am to 12.45am
no celebration beside working
standing, explaining, persuading all the time..

this is the most tiring Christmas i ever have..
my legs are going to...

anyway, I'm OK with it... -.-



may you guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

好男人? 不易做!

老公就是要找这样的!

(1)
*有点害羞,但曾在分别的街头,大声说我爱你。
*同我去庙里求签,轻轻捉住我的手一同跪下。
*言而有信。
*从来不迟到——我迟到他不生气。
*拥抱很久、很紧——每次我起身时几乎是需要慢慢推开他。
*睡得比我迟一点,醒来早一点。
*朦胧醒来轻呼我的名字——没有呼错。
*记得我的日期、鞋号、最怕的事。
*我很怕虫子,见到虫子大声尖叫他不会笑我。
*笑起来很像个坏蛋——其实不是。
*不舒服时,请假带我去看医生,回来路上买冰淇淋做励。
*开车绝不喝酒,让我系上安全带。

(2)
* 帮我做家务,每天。边做边聊天。
* 常常帮助别人,不为什幺。
* 答应我﹕永远不。然后永远不。
* 白煮蛋的黄可以给他吃。
* 雨天散步,背我过积水,说﹕你还可以再胖一些啊。
* 吵嘴时不会一走了之。
* 错了会认错。
* 我说笑话他笑。
*逛街时我看中同一款式三种颜色的裙子,他说﹕都试一遍好了。
* 试鞋时,他把我的卡通袜叠叠塞进上衣口袋。
* 常常说,有我呢。

(3)
* 指甲整齐干凈,喜欢我替他剪指甲。
* 小孩子都喜欢他,常常在楼下玩一裤子泥回来。
* 轻轻拧开我拧不开的汽水瓶。
* 忙时给我订机票,让我带父母一起出去玩。
* 告诉我——24小时随时打电话。
* 告诉我——不要省钱。
*去义务献血,回来笑嘻嘻掏出一块“福利饼干”给我尝。
* 偷偷买一件两人合穿的雨衣放在车上。
* 我喜欢赤脚,他在副驾驶位脚下铺一小块羊绒毯。
* 与人争论听上去像是解释。

(4)
* 教我滑旱冰,扶着我跑了快一千公里。
* 从不上网聊天。
* 他的秘书说帮他缝上脱落的纽扣,他说谢谢,不用。
* 送我的花是盆花,替我浇水。
* 和我下棋,允许我悔棋。
* 他其实很早就对他的父母说起我……
* 喜欢运动,带我去招待女宾俱乐部。
* 穿十年前的牛仔裤仍然合身。
* 他养了一条大狗,他的狗喜欢我。
* 吵嘴时我要他还我送给他的维尼熊,他坚决不还。
* 我不辨方向,他体内有指南针,说——跟牢我。
* 吃我吃剩的东西。
* 我失眠时他陪我聊天。

(5)
* 比我高,我取不到的东西让他取。
*重大的事情和我商量,比如明年的投资计划、周末野餐带不带烧烤架,晚饭吃大白菜还是小白菜。
* 站在商店的洗手间外面等我。
* 我感冒了,他还是会用我的杯子喝水。
*和大人在一起像大人,和孩子在一起像孩子。

(6)
* 喜欢我,从未犹豫,从不和别的女人比较。
*必须非常合心的东西才会买——买时从不问价格,然后用很久很久。
* 火车站接我,早到十分钟,带一盒蓝莓酸奶。
* 我买给他的东西都合他心,不转送他人。
* 身上的味道很好闻,但他自己不知道。
* 逛街回家,一只眼看电视球赛一只眼看我试新衣。
* 对女人有风度,也有距离。
* 有了他,计算机罢工不必彻夜痛苦。
* 很少叹气。
* 真的可以随时找到他。
*和他在一起不怕死——也不害怕活下去,活到很老…



这种才是电影中的所谓---绝种好男人,HOHO,下辈子去火星找哦!(^>^)


sweat!!!
p/s: i get this from my friend...

2009年之最

最开心


最伤心


最生气


最心痛


最得意


最满足


最特别


最失望


最幸运


最倒霉




may you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, December 21, 2009

亲情

亲情,

是我们得到的第一份情;
是陪伴我们一生一世,最纯,最真的情;

我们无法选择对象,
但我们可选择如何对待;

人,我们无法更换;
但, 想法,观点,我们可以。




may you guys be well and happy always!

...th working day

received a call from my boss just now
and I'll be back to work on this Christmas eve and Christmas
promotion at TESCO E-Gate


hopefully everything will be great



may you guys be well and happy always!

最近

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路


爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

情非得已

难以忘记初次见你一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里你的身影挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气你的天真我想珍惜
(看到你受委屈我会伤心)
wo----
只怕我自己会爱上你不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已
------
难以忘记初次见你一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里你的身影挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气你的天真我想珍惜
(看到你受委屈我会伤心)
wo----
只怕我自己会爱上你不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已
------
什么原因我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意就这样陷入爱的陷阱
只怕我自己会爱上你不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已

让我欢喜让我忧

爱到尽头覆水难收
爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留
才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候
独自泪流
独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽
难再续
难再续
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人
让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了你
付出我所有
爱到尽头覆水难收
爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留
才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候
独自泪流
独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽
难再续
难再续
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我独自难受
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人
让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了你
付出我所有

爱,真的有那么简单吗?2

爱情,是不能够做比较的;

一加一,不永远等于二。
同样的东西,
在不同时候得到,来自不同的人;
意义也就不一样了。

得到不等于拥有;
失去不等于不再有。

勉强得到的,
是不会幸福的。




may you guys be well and happy always!

...

a friend in need, a friend indeed.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

心太软



词/曲:小虫

你总是心太软 心太软
独自一个人流泪到天亮
你无怨无悔的爱着那个人
我知到你根本没那么坚强

你总是心太软 心太软
把所有问提都自己扛
相爱总是简单 相处太难
不是你的 就别再勉强

夜深了你还不相睡
你还在想他吗?
你这样痴情道底累不累
明知他不会回来安慰

只不过想好好爱一个人
可惜他无法给你满分
多余的牺牲他不懂心疼
你应该不会只想作个好人

哦算了吧 就这样忘了吧
该放就放 再想也没有用
傻傻等待 他也不会回来
你总该为自己想想未来

Saturday, December 19, 2009

problems

I'm busy preparing and packing up..
lots of things need to buy and bring..

the biggest problem is bed, i don't have it at my hostel, that's why...
i wonder where can i get one...
i know it is available at most supermarkets,
but I'm looking for affordable and comfortable one...


when i reach KL, how to go to IMU???
take LRT to which station??

i lost my senior's bank account number who i bought two tables from her...
and i dunno which bank is it...
=.=!!!




may you guys be well and happy always!

Friday, December 18, 2009

金钱买不到的。。。


金钱能买书本,却不能买到智慧;

金钱能买床铺,却不能买到睡眠;

金钱能买钟表,却不能买到时间;

金钱能买娱乐,却不能买到喜乐;

金钱能买名位,却不能买到尊荣;

金钱能买肉欲,却不能买到爱情;

金钱能买药品,却不能买到健康;

金钱能买保险,却不能买到平安;

金钱能买血浆,却不能买到生命。

金钱虽然能买山珍海味,却不能买到一个好胃口;

金钱虽然能买房屋,却不能买到一个幸福美满的家;

金钱虽然能买全世界,却不能买到温暖的亲情;





may you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

working life ....

my boss called me days ago..
he invited me to a lunch at 'tao' on this new year.
i will empty my stomach before i go there.. haha...
as far as i know, it is Japanese cuisine restaurant wo...
i will certainly take photos when I'm there...

i might not be able attend that lunch as i am leaving to KL around that time..
hopefully I'm lucky enough to make it...
and certainly, I'll try my best!



may you guys be well and happy always!

getting old

recently i found that i tend to be forgetful,
what i learnt minutes ago, i forget about it;
things happened last week seem like took place months ago...

i wonder my mind is degenerating,
and my memory capacity is decreasing,
so do my learning ability...

so,
before i forget everything, i would like to jot them down;
and i am going to create a new blog for this..

hopefully, i am lucky and determine enough to complete it,
as in recording all those important events that took place years ago,
because there are lots of them that i would never want to forget...



may you guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

working life (promotion)

my last promotion this year...
it was at PISA in conjunction with the health campaign and the STARWALK
on the DEC 12 & 13..
the customers is not as much as expected..

no special customer to be illustrated..
everything is just normal...
except that the sales is far below the target..

by the way,
i tried a lot of free VICO..
and some other sample..
get some free gift when register..

nothing much to comment..
with this promotion, my working life at LOTUS ended with a simple ";"

i might upload some photos related to this promotion later...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

memories

just visited a blog about my life in secondary school band...

it is just superb, as there are lots of meaningful photos and video links related to our band..

memories in HSBMBB, may it be sweet or bitter, are those worth to be remembered till the end of my life...

photos and video in the blog, reminded me that we were once together...

I'll publish some of them when i'm free..
still have promotion later.. at PISA.. (i'll write something about this later)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

爱,真的有那么简单吗?




爱一个人,
必须是全心全意的;
我们得无私的为她付出,
处处为她着想;
时时把最好的都留给她。

为了她,
我们宁可不顾一切;
只要能够让她幸福,
我们什么都愿意。

爱一个人,往往是痛苦的;
只有真心相爱,才是幸福的。




爱,真的有那么简单吗?

outing? gathering? it's gathering

came back from the gathering..
It was quite nice..
we were just catching up with each other..
and everything goes well...

the 'tomyam' there worth trying..
three huge fresh prawns
plus slices of fried fish
in perfect mixture of sour and spicy soup..
it's simply superb

plan to go there with my beloved family in near future
as it is cheap and delicious!!! (I'll take a picture of it next time)

by the way, I've been reminded that i had promised them to join the promotion on this weekends... frankly, quite looking forward to it as I'm getting bored at home.. =)

may you guys be well and happy always!

人生的道路



人生的道路, 难免遇到拙折;
懂得保护自己,也要懂得爱自己;
生命的乐章,要看你自己如何去谱写。

躲避,不一定躲得过;
面对,不一定最难受。
得到,不一定能长久;
失去,不一定不再有。

别急着说别无选择,
别以为世上只有对与错;
许多事情的都答案不只一个,
所以我们永远有路可以走。

你能找到理由难过,
也一定能找到理由快乐;

懂得放心的人,找到轻松;
懂得遗忘的人,找到自由。



**extracted from a message..
may gou guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

幸福双人床

say hi to 幸福双人床!
It's a Singapore drama which worth watching..
It's about relationship between man and women, between spouses to be specific..
It gives us brilliant ideas on how to solve the common problems faced by most of the spouses today besides creating a path for us to understand the opposite sex better..
It's really a drama worth watching as it's really close to our daily lives...







catch it via ntv7 2.30pm to 3.30pm weekdays gua..



may you guys be well and happy always!

outing? gathering?

going out with my sifu, Ms.Lim later together and one of my ex-coworker..
we plan to go to a tomyam shop at Simpang Ampat..
which she says it taste superb..
haha...
quite looking forward to meet them
as i don't meet them since i quit..




may you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, December 7, 2009

working 2

via my first ever working experience, i realise that

"做人苦力,真辛苦;
吃人头路,知味道!"
(in hockien..)

it's really tough to work and earn money,
every cents counts...
i need to spend wisely in future as money doesn't come easily...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

working

be the worker, we know the difficulty
be the worker, we know the taste

money is really not easy to earn,
so think twice before you spend...

spend on the things that you need not you want!

studying is certainly better than working!
I'm going to enjoy my university life next month,
and I'm really appreciate it!
Thank you for giving me this golden opportunity!



may you guys be well and happy always!

save it for tomorrow

we spend it,
as if there is no tomorrow,
as if it will never finish;
whenever we want it, we just waste it,
and we will never thinking twice before using it;

According to some people,
yes, it is true that it will never dry out,
as it will be produced everyday;
but... what if there is something wrong with the machine,
and it cannot be produced anymore?

then,
at that very moment,
we know that we only left a few;
and we will know how to...
think twice before we spend,
use it only when we need it,
and.. save it for tomorrow...




may you guys be well and happy always!

thanks!

i bought 2 tables from my friend's senior which i need to move out from her unit before december 5. Luckily, i got help from 2 of my ex-housemate. Really thanks a lot, guys! I promised to treat them later in return. Hopefully it would not burn a big hole in my pocket. haha... Somehow, i need to thanks another future doctor who helped me on the way before i got help from them. Thanks a lot to three of you!




(i publish this just to remind myself not to forget what i have promised later and of course to remember, as long as i could, that there are still people who are willing to help when i need it)

may you guys be well and happy always!

problem solved??? 3

few days ago, that guy called me to ask about the master bedroom pricing. Frankly, at that moment the 'usual' price that came into my mind is slight higher than the price he found. So, without thinking twice, i told him that it is definitely cheap. However, after thinking twice, I found that we might give him lower price if he really wants to rent a master bedroom as our position are all flexible. But, I tought about it after the conversation and i do not want to ring him back as i think that is unnecessary. Somehow, after thinking back just now, I found out that i shouldn't be that 'straight' as this would make him changes his mind for not to join us. If he quite, then we are facing a hugh problem as the rental will be too high for us and somemore we need to share it equally, which is not affordable to me. So, what to do? Things happened... what i can do now is hope for the best!



May you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

problem solved??? 2

that guy agree to join us..
and we will share the rental according to the ratio agreed..
i think it is acceptable to me..
but i haven't see the size of the rooms wo..

dunno how then...

hopefully it will just be fine...



may you guys be well and happy always!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

problem solved???

recently we are facing tough task in solving our IMU hostel rental ratio...
we know it is not fair for us to share the rental equally as the rooms are not the same... there are one master bedroom with toilet, one middle room and one small room...

what to do?? we only have four people..
before that I was not aware that there is only four of us
and none of us able to pay more than that...
and i insisted that we cannot share the rental equally
because we need to pay rm375/person monthly which is too much for me
as it will take up almost 50% of our allowance...
plus we need to pay the electric and water bills..
so.. it will be very tough for me to make the ends meet..
in addition,there is nobody sharing the rental like that
abd all my friends said that it is not fair

then, i tried to find a room myself
and i found a few
with reasonable price..
i told my housemate-to-be ( the person in charge)
that i am not willing to share the rental equally
if we have to, then i wanna take the single room
i knew i am very selfish
but what to do??
I have to do so as I am really need to due to the financial problem that i am facing
if it is affordable to me, I'll not hesitate to take up the offer...

so, we did fight in the phone
he rang me lots of times and I did so too
we spent lots of phone credit in order to get to the same point
but still...
we failed

yesterday night around 11.30pm,
he called me and we still cannot agreed with each other
and we decided to split
it is not the outcome that we want..
but what to do..

situation changed after i discuss with my family
and got lectured by them..
according to them..
I cannot be that selfish as both of us are not from the rich
and it is good for us to stay together as we are batch mates and
we knew each other lifestyle
and stayed together before
and we will try our best to save as much as possible

so,
I gave up and called him
we will stick with his plan
i'll share the master room and he and another housemate will take the single room
and I am happy with it
as my family member is okay with it

however..
situation changes again..
but this time it becomes better
Chewie (my batch mate) told me that he have a friend that is looking for a room.
I'll discuss with the friend tonight after i get the agreement from three of my housemate..
really hope that everything will just be perfect!
thanks to Chewie!!
thank you very much!!



may you guys be well and happy always!!!

what to do??

em... how to spend the rest of my holiday?
it's still one month to go..

what to do???

I'm bored of
watching TV...
playing the same computer games..
window shopping...

any suggestion??

i'm alive

a song sang by CELINE DION
written by Lundin, Kristin;Carlsson, Andreas


Mmmmmm.. mmmm
Mmmmmmmmmmmmm
I get wings to fly
Oh, oh.. I'm alive
Yeah

when you call on me
when i hear you
breath
i get wing to fly
i feel that i'm alive

when you look at me
i can touch the sky
i know that i'm alive
mmmmmmm ohhhhh ahhhhhh

when you bless
the day
i just drift away
all my worries die
i'm glad that i'm
alive

you've set my heart
on fire
filled me with love
made me a woman on
clouds above

i couldn't get
much higher
my spirit takes flight
cause i am alive
ohhhhh

when you call on me
when you call on me
when i hear you breathe
when i hear you breathe
i get wings to fly
(fly)
i fell that i'm alive
(i'm alive)

when you reach for me
raising spirits high
God knows that

that i'll be the one
standing by

through good and
through
trying times

and it's only begun
i can't wait for the
rest of my life

when you call on me
when you call on me
when you reach for me
when you reach for me
i get wing to fly
i feel that i'm alive
yeah

when you bless the day
i just drift away
all my worries die
i know that i'm alive

i get
wings to fly
God knows that i'm alive




May you guys be well and happy always!

take time to realise

it's always takes time for us to realise
what we really need and want in life

what is the thing that i want or need the most??
money
success
or happiness??
i have to admit that it keep on changing as time goes

with more money
i can buy lots of things that i want and of course need
clothes, electronical devices, food...
and
i can make lots of 'friends'
hanging out with them

success
is getting what i want
(i couldn't list them out here as they are trilion of them...^>^)

but are they equal to happiness??
yes, i will definitely be happy if I have lots of money and success..
but how long can it last?
1 decade?
1 year?
1 month?
1 week?
or 1 day?

with
money, can I feel happy??
yes, as long as i feel that it is enough for me
I'll spend all the money that i have one day (if i stop earning or i spend more than what i earn)

success, can i feel happy?
sure, but it depends of what kind of success..
Nobel Price, of course i will be happy for quite a long time
others (like winning my competitor), is just temporary as I might lose in the next competition,
what if i feel it is enough as long as I had win at least once and not have to win all the time?

situation will change if we change our ways of thinking
but it is always take time for us to realise it

we are success if we have what we want
somehow,
we will feel happy if we want what we have....




may you guys be well and happy always!

relief

hahaha... yesterday is my last working day!!! ^.^

somehow, my ex-boss might call me back to the team if necessary...