ask? believe? trust? love?

ask,
only those you are believe in;
believe them fully,
without a single doubt.

believe,
only those you can trust;
trust them fully,
without a single doubt.

trust,
only those you can love;
love them equally,
without a slight difference.

love,
only those who love you,
even more than you do.

then, you can..
ask them...
believe them...
trust them...
and...
love them in return......

^.^ may you guys be well and happy always!

hello

to my secondary shoolmates:

may be you guys might be surprise that how come i changed a lot..
now, i have to admit that last time when in secondary school, i just acted cool (may be only during band..haha.. ^.^) for some reasons lor.. you guys know the reasons,right? haha..

when i am here, i did tried to be cool also, but i just can't do it without purpose.. haiz... again.. i give out all my heart, making friends with all parts of my heart, atrium, ventricles and even all the valves involved..

still......................
more or less same things happen.. =.=!

all the best to you guys for your future undertaking! keep in touch!

addicted...

i am at library.. unfortunately, i am not studying.. but in the computer lab...

i plan to finish my Nelson Unit 5 for Biology and also do the Math Questions from the Book that i borrowed it from library.. but i seem that it is not posible for me to complete it before i go back tomorrow.. =.=

still.. i will try my best... at least finish one of the task... hopefully i can make it lo..

May you guys be well and happy always!

study leave at my home..

haha.. i am going back tomorrow morning 9.30am tranasional... hopefully i can really study at my home in BM...

for sure i will have study plan...

Friday Biology mdm.Mimi lecture notes
Saturday also the same...

Sunday start my chemistry Nelson Unit 1
Monday Chemistry Unit 2
Tuesday Chemistry Unit 4
Wednesday off..
Thursday Chemistry Unit 5 (exclude the organic part)

according to this plan i will be back to Cemara on Friday..

Really don't know what to read for Chem... Help me...

May you guys be well and happy always!

P/S: what you guys read for Chemistry?

why...not how...?

why does God esist?
why do I esist?

why there must be a beginning?
and..
why there must be an end?

if not..

why there must be a endless circle of life?
why there must be a cause?
and...
why there must be a effect?

memories @ INTEC 8M5...

Thanks to all of you for aiding me throughout these two years, may it be materially or academically. Really thanks a lot! I shall never forget each and everyone of you in future, my friends!

thanks again for all the wonderful memories and all those sharing, may it be sweet or bitter one. Friendship forever!

life...

in lives...
we can't avoid obstacles,
but...
we can chose to fight or flight.

in lives...
we can't avoid danger,
still...
we can learn to protect ourselves.

in lives...
we can't avoid sadness,
still...
we can chose to be happy.

in lives...
we can't avoid realities,
still...
we can chose to face it or run away.

in lives...
we can't avoid loss,
still...
we can chose to be optimists.

in lives...
there are bundle of choices,
they just lay in front of us,
don't keep on saying that,
we don't have choice,
true and false,
are not the only pair of answer.

we can have reasons for us to be sad,
still...
we can also have things to cheer us up.

those let things go
are those possess relief
are those possess freedom
are those possess happiness

uncertainties in lives...
are all depend on us,
what shape we want them to be,
may them be round, square or even triangular,
what picture we what them to be,
may them be views of busy road or endless sea,
what song we want them to be,
may them be pop, rock or sentimental,
they are all depend on us,
on our powerful mind.

life...

obstacle?
i would prefer to label it as stepping stone to success;

scolding?
i would prefer to call it as precious advice to success;

failure?
i would prefer to name it as useful experience to success.

Never give up when you are facing obstacle, get scolding or failure in your life as they are what each and everyone of us have to face it. We cannot make everyone like us, yet we can like each and everyone of them. We can't change what people think about us, yet we can change our perception on others. Like is always easier than hate! ^.^

may you guys be well and happy always!

group discussion...

em.. finally we have done (discuss) all the Biology past year papers... though we just ran through it, still, it is worth to celebrate.. cheers! thanks to BC and KP! see you guys soon.

May you guys be well and happy always!

P/S: we are going back to our hometown this week. so, no discussion for the time being...

Happy holiday! Should be happy study leave... =.=

brOkeN...

broken umbrella...
is just like a
broken house.

broken machine...
is just like a
broken body.

broken heart...
is just like a
broken soul.

discussion group..

For the past two days, we were discussing about the Biology past year papers Unit 4. XH joined us only for this afternoon session. she planned to join us yesterday but she ended up consulting doctor and shopping with TXZ.. =.= so far, our progression is behind the schedule. Hopefully we can catch up tomorrow or Saturday.

Best wishes! Cheers!

May you guys be well and happy always! ^.^

discussion group

today, just BC, KP and I turned up for the discussion. We was discussing about past year papers for Biology Unit 3. We just discussed for about 6 sets of past year from 7.30pm to 10.00pm, the progression is quite acceptable. Following is our plan for this week and the following week.

Tuesday 14/4 Biology Unit 3; W1
Wednesday 15/4 W2; Biology Unit 4
Thursday 16/4 Biology Unit 4; Biology Unit 5
Friday 17/4 Biology Unit 5
Saturday 18/4 Biology Unit 6; we are planning to go to book fair at PWTC

Sunday 19/4 Biology Unit 6; Chemistry Unit 4
Monday 20/4 Chemistry Unit 4; Chemistry Unit 5
Tuesday 21/4 Chemistry Unit 5
Wednesday 22/4 Chemistry Unit 6B
Thursday 23/4 Chemistry Unit 6B; Chemistry Unit 6A

That's all for the time being. Hopefully everything will just be okay!

May you guys be well and happy always! (^.^)

the power of words...

with just a simple word,
you can make a person,
happy for the rest of the day.

with just a simple word,
you can make a person,
changes his way of thinking,
for the rest of his life.

with just a simple word,
you can make a person,
accumulates all his strength,
to achieve an extraordinary goal.

with just a simple word,
you can safe,
thousands of lives.

and of course...

with just a simple word,
you can make a person,
down for the rest of the day.

with just a simple word,
you can make a person,
lost all his strength,
not even enough to carry out a normal life.

with just a simple word,
you can make,
thousands of lives gone within a minute.

again, i regret..

last weekend, I did not study or do any revision.. not even a page.. I was playing Dota for the whole weekend and only sleep for 3 hours from 6am to 9am on Saturday morning. i played from 4.30pm on Friday until 6.00am of the next day with lokman and khom.. Then continue from 1.30pm until 2am with lokman and khom joined us from 8.30pm. Though it was tiring, still i was addicted to it. I feel so regret now and my eyes are pain as punishment for playing such a long time...

My self-discipline is really terrible...

I will go home on next Wednesday as there will be 2 weeks of study leave for us before the A-Level..

May you be well and happy always! (^.^)

wHy??

em.. Today is LCH birthday. Her party was at Pak Li (a coffee shop near my hostel). I was late for the party with BC and KP. It was quite boring as I need to wait for all the girls to finish their dinner. But, after that, I got a portion cake to eat which is chocolate flavor... Just can't stop my mind running with what had happened last year...

All the memories keep on running in my mind
and I found it uncomfortable as I prefer to let it go..
I thought that it was easy but I failed to do so..
Though everything is over, but still...

I am the one who are wrong
the one who should be blame on
the one to start that stupid thing
the one who gave up
and the one who...

Before the party,
I was so nervous as I simply can't predict what will happen next..
I was so innocent by thinking that something might happen...
I was so scared and worried of the uncertain
I was so...

During the party,
My smile was there, but my feeling was elsewhere
My intention was there, but my purpose was elsewhere
My body was there, but my soul was elsewhere...

I was hurt, but my smile still there..
I was isolated, but my body still there..

After the party,
I felt so released as nothing special happened
I felt so happy as I found the truth
I felt so...
...

Now,
I am calm,
just as the surface of the lake..

my plan for this weekend

em.. tomorrow is Friday.. let's see what to study...
...
...
...
okay.. Following is my study plan for this weekends

Friday: Biology Unit 4 (Nelson)
Saturday: Biology Unit 5 (Nelson)
Sunday: Internet Notes

Though it is quite challenging, but I will try my best to complete it!

May you be well and happy always! ^.^

discussion group...

Today, XH joined just us for the afternoon session. It was quite okay for me as there are discussion between us and i have learned quite a number of thing via the discussion. I was informed with some important points that i missed when reading the Nelson and past year papers, thanks to XH and of course BC and KP. Thanks a lot for the precious sharing. Today's discussion was effective, though we have to rush at the end of the night session. Hopefully we will fasten our speed at the afternoon session so that we do not need to rush later. Good job! Cheers!

P/S: we had completed all the sets of past year papers yesterday night and we completed the whole Biology Unit 2 today.

Planning for next discussion: Biology Unit 3 on the following Monday.

May you guys be well and happy always!

let it gO...

let it go..

is a great philosophy
that not everyone can understand

is an interesting term
that most of us need to spend our whole lives to figure out

is the most desirable action
that most of us wish that we are able to do so

is an unique need
that people from all walk of lives wanna possess so much

is the ultimate solution
for everyone who is hurt

it is basically
not an easy step for ordinary people
who were once being hurt deeply
to understand...

>>>
'just let it go, stop torturing yourself by hating others!' is what I always heard people saying to those who are hurt. However, how many of us manage to make it? perfectly?

I believe that none of us are able to do so if we stick on the principle that letting go is equal to forget about it. It is not easy to forget something and I can assure you that it is even harder than to memorise facts. Can you ever forget what's your father's name? What's your mother's name? For sure, none of us are able to do so basically.

So, from my point of view, letting something so means that we just put that huge luggage or burden down, stop letting it torturing us mentally. When you really let something go, you will feel release and can sense the happiness of freedom and at that very moment. The detrimental memory will just be neutral to you, the person or thing that disgusted you will just look normal to you and you will not feel anything special about that. and... ya.. it is the moment or the precious second that you really able to putting it down.

Let it go, is one of the way to forgive others and of course one of the way to make us feel happier and release. It costs nothing and bring bundle of benefits to us. So, just LET IT GO...

my opinion about our discussion group...

Today, just KP, BC and I turned up for the discussion. XH was not feeling well yesterday night and she do not have class today, so she chose not to go to school (XH and BCs' classroom) for our discussion. Overall, today's discussion was not that success. We just discussed for about 6 past year papers. I started it boringly, after two papers, everyone 'fall asleep'. Then followed by KP, that was quite okay, but still, BC's is the best. However, BC's speed is just fine with me and KP but we were worried about XH as KP said that XH would like to read and 'digest' slowly. So, we shall see what will the chemical reaction be tomorrow. I shall ask BC to slow down his speed or KP and me change our reading tone. I will try my best to read as good as BC who possesses an attractive tone. We just read the past year instead of discuss about the questions as we all understand all of the situations and questions in the six past year papers that we had discussed.

Progression: 6 sets of Unit 1 past year paper

Planning for next discussion: finish all the other sets of Biology Unit 1 past year paper.

May you guys be well and happy always!

Discussion Group...

My discussion group will kick off tomorrow. Hopefully everything will go well. We will discuss about Biology past year papers for this week and just if everything goes well, we shall proceed with chemistry next week. Currently, my discussion group consists of KP, XH, BC and me. XH will leave us if the discussion group is not effective. So, I really hope that everything can just fall in position. Later I will divide the work evenly to all the group members. We will start with Biology Unit 1.

Following is my plan for the flow of discussion which I got it from my elder sister ^.^
1.Before the discussion, we divide evenly how many sets of past year papers each of us need to do (in the sense of checking out where does it come from in the Nelson). We do it by recording the related page number of Nelson just beside each of the questions.
2.During discussion, we will go through each and every one of the question and discuss just if anyone of us do not know about the situation or the answer. We will mark on the Nelson for each of the question.
3.After the discussion,we will stress on the parts that we are not sure about it when we study.

I will post about our discussion plan after i discussed with my group members.

May you guys be well and happy always! ^.^

Biology Unit 3 (checklist)

Bio U3

Nelson
-Modes of Nutrition 6/4
-Ecosystems, Energy Flow and Recycling of Nutrients 6/4
-Energy Resources 6/4
-Human Influences on the Environment 7/4

Internet Notes
-Modes of Nutrition
-Ecosystems, Energy Flow and Recycling of Nutrients
-Energy Resources
-Human Influences on the Environment

Lecture Notes
-Modes of Nutrition
-Ecosystems, Energy Flow and Recycling of Nutrients
-Energy Resources
-Human Influences on the Environment

Past Year Papers 13/4
-jan 02
-june 02
-jan 03
-june 03
-jan 04
-june 04
-jan 05
-june 05
-jan 06
-june 06
-jan 07
-june 07
-jan 08
-june 08
-jan 09

Biology Unit 2 (checklist)

Bio U2

Nelson
-Exchange with the Environment 5/4
-Transport Systems 5/4
-Adaptation to the Environment 6/4
-Sexual Reproduction 6/4

Internet Notes
-Exchange with the Environment
-Transport Systems
-Adaptation to the Environment
-Sexual Reproduction

Lecture Notes
-Exchange with the Environment
-Transport Systems
-Adaptation to the Environment
-Sexual Reproduction

Past Year Papers 9/4
-jan 02
-june 02
-jan 03
-june 03
-jan 04
-june 04
-jan 05
-june 05
-jan 06
-june 06
-jan 07
-june 07
-jan 08
-june 08
-jan 09