sumMEr's pOst...

Thursday, December 31, 2009

preparing

now.. still busy packing... going to IMU soon.. on this coming Saturday.. still lots of things to buy there as i am not able to bring all i need there as i will travel alone by bus..

review life at INTEC

lots of things to mention.. i will update it when i am really free..

in 2009

in 2009,
it had been a great year for me..
i completed my Edexcel A-Level for the first half of the year,
and took part-time job for the second half of the year.

in this year,
learnt new skills,
got new various experiences,
made new friends and so on...

the most precious experience
--gold--working
i worked as a sales assistant at a pharmacy
learning ways to promote supplement is the most valuable
besides making new friends and a little bit of shop management
--silver--chinese flute
i learnt chinese flute half way, really hope to continue it next year.. looking for new 'sifu' as the old one is at India...

my first international external exam--Edexcel A-Level
at last, after two year of preparing, it is over! the result is still acceptable with a little disappointment... overall, still okay...

happiness of the year--identified another great friend
boon ching... as he was willing to help and share with me. he gave me a better understanding about my religion.. we study it together(actually most of the time he was teaching me)..we had some study group but at the end, only kar pui, boon ching and I remained. he gave me support and strenght when i need it and ears when i need it.. though there were some shortness in our friendship as things happened, yet he is still my one of my best friends..

sadness of the year
--gold--scold by boss
the description is under the post 'review working life 2009'
--silver--boon ching did not inform me about his love story (haha..)
the description is under the post 'HURT'

contentment of the year
--platinium--religion
i took a closer step and had better understanding of my own belief.. thanks to boon ching for sharing it with me..
--gold--working
finally, i stepped into the community. It is only 4 months but i gained a lot of completely new experiences.
--silver--completed my A-Level
i nearly burn out during the super long exam period.. but luckily with support from my family and friends, i made it well.. thanks!!! especially to boon ching and kar pui..

trip of the year--Penang
with boon ching as he wanted to go to PMC in his preparation for his interview. His last minute decision ended up we overnight at my grandma house and then depart straight to PMC the next day after having breakfast prepared by grandma. After that, we had lunch or dinner with my elder sister at a vegetarian shop near USM and we took night bus back to Shah Alam.. We did went to Penang Buddhist Society in the afternoon and Boon Ching found the book that he wanted so much around there.


in a nutshell, i have a better view in friendship and relationship this year. To me, this year is still okay overall..


may you guys be well and happy always!

道理 5

“人怕你”并不是福;
“人欺你”并不是辱。

道理 4

万境本闲,
唯人自闹。

道理 3

不顺利的逆境,
要靠勇气克服;
不顺意的人事,
要靠雅量包容。

道理 2

大石横路,
弱者视为行路之障碍,
勇者视为进步之阶梯。

道理 1

石火电光时几何,
总因恩爱受折磨;
若人识得真假性,
罪灭心忘出网罗。


may you gyus be well and happy always!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

review working life 2009

my first part-time job
working from 11am-8pm, then 10am-7pm and finally 9.30am-6.30am.. I changed my working time at shop again and again due to transport problem.. there is no transport problem for promotion as i drove my boss car to and back from the venue, but the working time is extremely long from around 8.30am to around 12.30am continuously for weeks.. though have OT but exhausted.. it is not as fun as i thought it should be, yet i learnt quite a lot in the sense of soft-skills and shop management.. really had a new great experience... ^.^

in shop
have to do most of the XXXXX stuff... pricing, loading, unloading, packing, arranging the stock... not really learn anything related to medicine.. a bit about business management.. that's all... got scold for not knowing where the goods are... =.=

scold by boss
i was asked to take the mercury thermometer but i dunno where is it... i knew the place it takes but i did not see any there.. then i took digital thermometer instead.. and get scold in front of everyone and also the customer... very shame and no face... it was the first and only time i got scold by my boss... i still remember the question he scold me.. "you never learn science before?!" sweat!!! i tought of stop working after the lunch time that day or the next day.. but after thinking twice i still stay as i need money ma... haiz... this time it is my problem... no to talk about the effect it cause..

gifts from boss
i have a few gifts from boss which are gift from the medicine companies but i am still happy with it... my boss gave me a book related to business too but i not yet finish it... not that interest actually.. haha... still i will finish it one day... =.=

Promotion
after all, i only went to a few places for pormotion, they are TESCO Sungai Dua, TESCO E-Gate, PISA and in front of St. Anne Church. I like promotion compared to at shop.

'belanja' by customer
when i was doing promotion at TESCO Sungai Dua, a customer gave my 'sifu' and me a bread from King's Bakery each.. it was so nice as it is totally free!!! haha...

scold by customer
i was eating my delicious 'cha mi sua' that time and a customer came. He was asking my co-worker some products and i was so buzy body.. i asked him 'what you want?' while there were still some food in my mouth... i knew it sound rude but i don't mean it, yet i got lecture from him for 15 minutes even i keep on explaining... =.= in the end, he still buy from us and before he went, he said that i still have to learn and if i learn some skills from him, he is sure that i can be top sale in 3 months.. sweat!!! @.@

customer wanted me to be her 'anak angkat'
it was at TESCO E-Gate.. i was curious about the platinium credit card and i asked my customer (there were two of them) where and how to get it... after explaining to me, one of them said that the other one don't have and child and asking me wanna be her 'anak angkat' or not, and the other woman asked me directly too.. i smile then changed topic immediately as i knew that it was not the right thing to do.. then i explained to them the products and they bought some from me, before they left, they asked me again, and i smile to them and say 'Good Bye!' hehe...

lecture from a customer
it was at TESCO Sungai Dua.. a customer who claimed that he taught lots of outstanding product advisors, doctors, pro, etc.. wanted my sifu and I learn from him..he talked a lots of philosophies and correct our 'mistake'.. what we suppose to do and vice versa.. he taught us as novice, and my sifu was not happy with that and argued with him.. at the end, the conversation ends well and he left his number and we don't even border to keep it.. >.< haha... yea.. he might be a great lecturer yet not good enough in conversation... hehe...

'belanja' by boss
in August or September, one day, after doing promotion at TESCO E-Gate, my boss 'belanja' all of us (his wife and himself, 'san yi', cindy jie, ying ying, my sifu and I)at a restaurant... it is the only time all of us have supper together... before i join the team, most of the time after the promotion, he will belanja them but after that...-.- but this coming new year, we are going to have lunch at 'tao' Auto City as a reward for us to do the stock-take.. hehe.. ^.^

after promotion
usually after Saturday promotion, my sifu, ying ying and I will drive to Butterworth for supper.. it is quite from our place but the food there is nice.. we enjoyed 'char kuey teow', 'kuey teow soup' and 'hockien mee' there... the kuey teow soup there is the best.. ^.^ but recently we did not go there as my parents want me to go home early.. i want to go home early too as my parents will wait for me and i do not want them to stay up late coz they still have to work the next day...

supper with sifu
one day after promotion and it was raining heavily...my sifu and i went to the hocker center near my house for supper.. it was at 'ho chiak street'. we had 'hockien law','fried belacan chicken' and 'chu cheong fan'.. it was delecious and is free coz my sifu 'belanja me ma' .. hehe... she wanted me to remember this every time i go there wo.. coz the price is not cheap and she wanted me to remember that she did 'belanja' me ma... haha... ^.^

promotion at PISA
it was terrible.. we need to drive up 45 degree aross the stairs to the hall.. and the bottom of our car is scratched.. it was so dangerous, with a simple mistake, our car might fall out from the lane and stuck at the stair... one of my co-worker car fall out of the lane and it need 25++ men to carry the car and fix it... sweat!!! waht make thing worst is the sales there is so horrible.... =.=! the crowd is not as many as expected... it was not my problem wo.. haha...




my new friends
Mr.Tan and 'Ms.' Lim-- my boss and his wife
'Hei Mao Jie'-- my sifu
'san yi', 'Cindy jie', 'LY'ying ying, 'LLY'ah Eng,ah boon and 'ah boon's jie jie'Ms.Loh-- my co-worker
'Bryan'--exFocus Point worker, he knows how to play chinese flute, wanna learn from him one day
'kang yao chuan'--P1 wimax
'eng swee chuan &ah fook'--happy
'jack'--oku san no
volunteers--Persatuan Mencegah Mangsa Dera
'zhi kun and his thailand friend'--handfree
'lu see'--promoter for skincare
'Mr.Lu & Ms. Lian'--promoter for soap

after all, I'm still welcome to the group and invited to join them in future lo.. I might go back to work during sem break or after my life at IMU before Scoltland.. depends...

i think that's all about my working experince.. all the up and down.. new friends.. that's it..



may you guys be well and happy always!

it's time to make conclusion for 2009...

tomorrow is the last day for this year...
so, most probably i will make a conclusion soon or later..
i met new people, friends, environment, etc...
lots of interesting events took place this year and i might share part of it..



may you guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

原来朋友也有四季之分!

昨天在大众书局看了一本书,是一本属于修养立志的书。。。
至于书名。。我忘了。。
但价钱我可记得,是RM13.50。

它是一本关于友情的书。
书内种种的‘大道理’,
让我体会到,原来友谊是多么宝贵的。

友情,
是我们懂得的第二份情,
也是我们一生不可缺少的情;
在外,当我们觉得孤单时,无助时,
它可扮演举足轻重的角色。

但。。。
从那本书,让我知道
原来朋友也有四季之分!
不一定所有朋友都能与我们一起同甘共苦,或雪中送炭,
甚至有的会落井下石。。。

有的朋友像春天,与你分享快乐高兴的事;
有的朋友像夏天,与你分享你的理想志愿;
有的朋友像秋天,与你分享你的伤心事;
有的朋友像冬天,在你需要时无私的帮你。
若有一位无季节之分的朋友,那他便是能分享一切的知己了。。。




原大家早日找到各自的知己!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

...th working day

going to work later.. 5pm..
Auto City...
with a new co-worker..
hopefully, everything will just be fine...


may you guys be well and happy always!

my christmas eve and christmas

Christmas eve..
i was working at TESCO E-Gate
then went to Auto City to unload goods around 11.15pm
and reach home around 12.45am

there were lots of youngster joined the count down over there
they were enjoying and celebrating...
of course there were trillion of couples hanging around

to me, the count down is just like nothing but boring
the fireworks is not that beautiful and too long

may be i will not feel the same if i am with my family or friends

Christmas..
working from 8.45am to 12.45am
no celebration beside working
standing, explaining, persuading all the time..

this is the most tiring Christmas i ever have..
my legs are going to...

anyway, I'm OK with it... -.-



may you guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

好男人? 不易做!

老公就是要找这样的!

(1)
*有点害羞,但曾在分别的街头,大声说我爱你。
*同我去庙里求签,轻轻捉住我的手一同跪下。
*言而有信。
*从来不迟到——我迟到他不生气。
*拥抱很久、很紧——每次我起身时几乎是需要慢慢推开他。
*睡得比我迟一点,醒来早一点。
*朦胧醒来轻呼我的名字——没有呼错。
*记得我的日期、鞋号、最怕的事。
*我很怕虫子,见到虫子大声尖叫他不会笑我。
*笑起来很像个坏蛋——其实不是。
*不舒服时,请假带我去看医生,回来路上买冰淇淋做励。
*开车绝不喝酒,让我系上安全带。

(2)
* 帮我做家务,每天。边做边聊天。
* 常常帮助别人,不为什幺。
* 答应我﹕永远不。然后永远不。
* 白煮蛋的黄可以给他吃。
* 雨天散步,背我过积水,说﹕你还可以再胖一些啊。
* 吵嘴时不会一走了之。
* 错了会认错。
* 我说笑话他笑。
*逛街时我看中同一款式三种颜色的裙子,他说﹕都试一遍好了。
* 试鞋时,他把我的卡通袜叠叠塞进上衣口袋。
* 常常说,有我呢。

(3)
* 指甲整齐干凈,喜欢我替他剪指甲。
* 小孩子都喜欢他,常常在楼下玩一裤子泥回来。
* 轻轻拧开我拧不开的汽水瓶。
* 忙时给我订机票,让我带父母一起出去玩。
* 告诉我——24小时随时打电话。
* 告诉我——不要省钱。
*去义务献血,回来笑嘻嘻掏出一块“福利饼干”给我尝。
* 偷偷买一件两人合穿的雨衣放在车上。
* 我喜欢赤脚,他在副驾驶位脚下铺一小块羊绒毯。
* 与人争论听上去像是解释。

(4)
* 教我滑旱冰,扶着我跑了快一千公里。
* 从不上网聊天。
* 他的秘书说帮他缝上脱落的纽扣,他说谢谢,不用。
* 送我的花是盆花,替我浇水。
* 和我下棋,允许我悔棋。
* 他其实很早就对他的父母说起我……
* 喜欢运动,带我去招待女宾俱乐部。
* 穿十年前的牛仔裤仍然合身。
* 他养了一条大狗,他的狗喜欢我。
* 吵嘴时我要他还我送给他的维尼熊,他坚决不还。
* 我不辨方向,他体内有指南针,说——跟牢我。
* 吃我吃剩的东西。
* 我失眠时他陪我聊天。

(5)
* 比我高,我取不到的东西让他取。
*重大的事情和我商量,比如明年的投资计划、周末野餐带不带烧烤架,晚饭吃大白菜还是小白菜。
* 站在商店的洗手间外面等我。
* 我感冒了,他还是会用我的杯子喝水。
*和大人在一起像大人,和孩子在一起像孩子。

(6)
* 喜欢我,从未犹豫,从不和别的女人比较。
*必须非常合心的东西才会买——买时从不问价格,然后用很久很久。
* 火车站接我,早到十分钟,带一盒蓝莓酸奶。
* 我买给他的东西都合他心,不转送他人。
* 身上的味道很好闻,但他自己不知道。
* 逛街回家,一只眼看电视球赛一只眼看我试新衣。
* 对女人有风度,也有距离。
* 有了他,计算机罢工不必彻夜痛苦。
* 很少叹气。
* 真的可以随时找到他。
*和他在一起不怕死——也不害怕活下去,活到很老…



这种才是电影中的所谓---绝种好男人,HOHO,下辈子去火星找哦!(^>^)


sweat!!!
p/s: i get this from my friend...

2009年之最

最开心


最伤心


最生气


最心痛


最得意


最满足


最特别


最失望


最幸运


最倒霉




may you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, December 21, 2009

亲情

亲情,

是我们得到的第一份情;
是陪伴我们一生一世,最纯,最真的情;

我们无法选择对象,
但我们可选择如何对待;

人,我们无法更换;
但, 想法,观点,我们可以。




may you guys be well and happy always!

...th working day

received a call from my boss just now
and I'll be back to work on this Christmas eve and Christmas
promotion at TESCO E-Gate


hopefully everything will be great



may you guys be well and happy always!

最近

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路


爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

情非得已

难以忘记初次见你一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里你的身影挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气你的天真我想珍惜
(看到你受委屈我会伤心)
wo----
只怕我自己会爱上你不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已
------
难以忘记初次见你一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里你的身影挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气你的天真我想珍惜
(看到你受委屈我会伤心)
wo----
只怕我自己会爱上你不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已
------
什么原因我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意就这样陷入爱的陷阱
只怕我自己会爱上你不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已

让我欢喜让我忧

爱到尽头覆水难收
爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留
才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候
独自泪流
独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽
难再续
难再续
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人
让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了你
付出我所有
爱到尽头覆水难收
爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留
才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候
独自泪流
独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽
难再续
难再续
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我独自难受
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人
让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了你
付出我所有

爱,真的有那么简单吗?2

爱情,是不能够做比较的;

一加一,不永远等于二。
同样的东西,
在不同时候得到,来自不同的人;
意义也就不一样了。

得到不等于拥有;
失去不等于不再有。

勉强得到的,
是不会幸福的。




may you guys be well and happy always!

...

a friend in need, a friend indeed.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

心太软



词/曲:小虫

你总是心太软 心太软
独自一个人流泪到天亮
你无怨无悔的爱着那个人
我知到你根本没那么坚强

你总是心太软 心太软
把所有问提都自己扛
相爱总是简单 相处太难
不是你的 就别再勉强

夜深了你还不相睡
你还在想他吗?
你这样痴情道底累不累
明知他不会回来安慰

只不过想好好爱一个人
可惜他无法给你满分
多余的牺牲他不懂心疼
你应该不会只想作个好人

哦算了吧 就这样忘了吧
该放就放 再想也没有用
傻傻等待 他也不会回来
你总该为自己想想未来

Saturday, December 19, 2009

problems

I'm busy preparing and packing up..
lots of things need to buy and bring..

the biggest problem is bed, i don't have it at my hostel, that's why...
i wonder where can i get one...
i know it is available at most supermarkets,
but I'm looking for affordable and comfortable one...


when i reach KL, how to go to IMU???
take LRT to which station??

i lost my senior's bank account number who i bought two tables from her...
and i dunno which bank is it...
=.=!!!




may you guys be well and happy always!

Friday, December 18, 2009

金钱买不到的。。。


金钱能买书本,却不能买到智慧;

金钱能买床铺,却不能买到睡眠;

金钱能买钟表,却不能买到时间;

金钱能买娱乐,却不能买到喜乐;

金钱能买名位,却不能买到尊荣;

金钱能买肉欲,却不能买到爱情;

金钱能买药品,却不能买到健康;

金钱能买保险,却不能买到平安;

金钱能买血浆,却不能买到生命。

金钱虽然能买山珍海味,却不能买到一个好胃口;

金钱虽然能买房屋,却不能买到一个幸福美满的家;

金钱虽然能买全世界,却不能买到温暖的亲情;





may you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

working life ....

my boss called me days ago..
he invited me to a lunch at 'tao' on this new year.
i will empty my stomach before i go there.. haha...
as far as i know, it is Japanese cuisine restaurant wo...
i will certainly take photos when I'm there...

i might not be able attend that lunch as i am leaving to KL around that time..
hopefully I'm lucky enough to make it...
and certainly, I'll try my best!



may you guys be well and happy always!

getting old

recently i found that i tend to be forgetful,
what i learnt minutes ago, i forget about it;
things happened last week seem like took place months ago...

i wonder my mind is degenerating,
and my memory capacity is decreasing,
so do my learning ability...

so,
before i forget everything, i would like to jot them down;
and i am going to create a new blog for this..

hopefully, i am lucky and determine enough to complete it,
as in recording all those important events that took place years ago,
because there are lots of them that i would never want to forget...



may you guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

working life (promotion)

my last promotion this year...
it was at PISA in conjunction with the health campaign and the STARWALK
on the DEC 12 & 13..
the customers is not as much as expected..

no special customer to be illustrated..
everything is just normal...
except that the sales is far below the target..

by the way,
i tried a lot of free VICO..
and some other sample..
get some free gift when register..

nothing much to comment..
with this promotion, my working life at LOTUS ended with a simple ";"

i might upload some photos related to this promotion later...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

memories

just visited a blog about my life in secondary school band...

it is just superb, as there are lots of meaningful photos and video links related to our band..

memories in HSBMBB, may it be sweet or bitter, are those worth to be remembered till the end of my life...

photos and video in the blog, reminded me that we were once together...

I'll publish some of them when i'm free..
still have promotion later.. at PISA.. (i'll write something about this later)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

爱,真的有那么简单吗?




爱一个人,
必须是全心全意的;
我们得无私的为她付出,
处处为她着想;
时时把最好的都留给她。

为了她,
我们宁可不顾一切;
只要能够让她幸福,
我们什么都愿意。

爱一个人,往往是痛苦的;
只有真心相爱,才是幸福的。




爱,真的有那么简单吗?

outing? gathering? it's gathering

came back from the gathering..
It was quite nice..
we were just catching up with each other..
and everything goes well...

the 'tomyam' there worth trying..
three huge fresh prawns
plus slices of fried fish
in perfect mixture of sour and spicy soup..
it's simply superb

plan to go there with my beloved family in near future
as it is cheap and delicious!!! (I'll take a picture of it next time)

by the way, I've been reminded that i had promised them to join the promotion on this weekends... frankly, quite looking forward to it as I'm getting bored at home.. =)

may you guys be well and happy always!

人生的道路



人生的道路, 难免遇到拙折;
懂得保护自己,也要懂得爱自己;
生命的乐章,要看你自己如何去谱写。

躲避,不一定躲得过;
面对,不一定最难受。
得到,不一定能长久;
失去,不一定不再有。

别急着说别无选择,
别以为世上只有对与错;
许多事情的都答案不只一个,
所以我们永远有路可以走。

你能找到理由难过,
也一定能找到理由快乐;

懂得放心的人,找到轻松;
懂得遗忘的人,找到自由。



**extracted from a message..
may gou guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

幸福双人床

say hi to 幸福双人床!
It's a Singapore drama which worth watching..
It's about relationship between man and women, between spouses to be specific..
It gives us brilliant ideas on how to solve the common problems faced by most of the spouses today besides creating a path for us to understand the opposite sex better..
It's really a drama worth watching as it's really close to our daily lives...







catch it via ntv7 2.30pm to 3.30pm weekdays gua..



may you guys be well and happy always!

outing? gathering?

going out with my sifu, Ms.Lim later together and one of my ex-coworker..
we plan to go to a tomyam shop at Simpang Ampat..
which she says it taste superb..
haha...
quite looking forward to meet them
as i don't meet them since i quit..




may you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, December 7, 2009

working 2

via my first ever working experience, i realise that

"做人苦力,真辛苦;
吃人头路,知味道!"
(in hockien..)

it's really tough to work and earn money,
every cents counts...
i need to spend wisely in future as money doesn't come easily...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

working

be the worker, we know the difficulty
be the worker, we know the taste

money is really not easy to earn,
so think twice before you spend...

spend on the things that you need not you want!

studying is certainly better than working!
I'm going to enjoy my university life next month,
and I'm really appreciate it!
Thank you for giving me this golden opportunity!



may you guys be well and happy always!

save it for tomorrow

we spend it,
as if there is no tomorrow,
as if it will never finish;
whenever we want it, we just waste it,
and we will never thinking twice before using it;

According to some people,
yes, it is true that it will never dry out,
as it will be produced everyday;
but... what if there is something wrong with the machine,
and it cannot be produced anymore?

then,
at that very moment,
we know that we only left a few;
and we will know how to...
think twice before we spend,
use it only when we need it,
and.. save it for tomorrow...




may you guys be well and happy always!

thanks!

i bought 2 tables from my friend's senior which i need to move out from her unit before december 5. Luckily, i got help from 2 of my ex-housemate. Really thanks a lot, guys! I promised to treat them later in return. Hopefully it would not burn a big hole in my pocket. haha... Somehow, i need to thanks another future doctor who helped me on the way before i got help from them. Thanks a lot to three of you!




(i publish this just to remind myself not to forget what i have promised later and of course to remember, as long as i could, that there are still people who are willing to help when i need it)

may you guys be well and happy always!

problem solved??? 3

few days ago, that guy called me to ask about the master bedroom pricing. Frankly, at that moment the 'usual' price that came into my mind is slight higher than the price he found. So, without thinking twice, i told him that it is definitely cheap. However, after thinking twice, I found that we might give him lower price if he really wants to rent a master bedroom as our position are all flexible. But, I tought about it after the conversation and i do not want to ring him back as i think that is unnecessary. Somehow, after thinking back just now, I found out that i shouldn't be that 'straight' as this would make him changes his mind for not to join us. If he quite, then we are facing a hugh problem as the rental will be too high for us and somemore we need to share it equally, which is not affordable to me. So, what to do? Things happened... what i can do now is hope for the best!



May you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

problem solved??? 2

that guy agree to join us..
and we will share the rental according to the ratio agreed..
i think it is acceptable to me..
but i haven't see the size of the rooms wo..

dunno how then...

hopefully it will just be fine...



may you guys be well and happy always!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

problem solved???

recently we are facing tough task in solving our IMU hostel rental ratio...
we know it is not fair for us to share the rental equally as the rooms are not the same... there are one master bedroom with toilet, one middle room and one small room...

what to do?? we only have four people..
before that I was not aware that there is only four of us
and none of us able to pay more than that...
and i insisted that we cannot share the rental equally
because we need to pay rm375/person monthly which is too much for me
as it will take up almost 50% of our allowance...
plus we need to pay the electric and water bills..
so.. it will be very tough for me to make the ends meet..
in addition,there is nobody sharing the rental like that
abd all my friends said that it is not fair

then, i tried to find a room myself
and i found a few
with reasonable price..
i told my housemate-to-be ( the person in charge)
that i am not willing to share the rental equally
if we have to, then i wanna take the single room
i knew i am very selfish
but what to do??
I have to do so as I am really need to due to the financial problem that i am facing
if it is affordable to me, I'll not hesitate to take up the offer...

so, we did fight in the phone
he rang me lots of times and I did so too
we spent lots of phone credit in order to get to the same point
but still...
we failed

yesterday night around 11.30pm,
he called me and we still cannot agreed with each other
and we decided to split
it is not the outcome that we want..
but what to do..

situation changed after i discuss with my family
and got lectured by them..
according to them..
I cannot be that selfish as both of us are not from the rich
and it is good for us to stay together as we are batch mates and
we knew each other lifestyle
and stayed together before
and we will try our best to save as much as possible

so,
I gave up and called him
we will stick with his plan
i'll share the master room and he and another housemate will take the single room
and I am happy with it
as my family member is okay with it

however..
situation changes again..
but this time it becomes better
Chewie (my batch mate) told me that he have a friend that is looking for a room.
I'll discuss with the friend tonight after i get the agreement from three of my housemate..
really hope that everything will just be perfect!
thanks to Chewie!!
thank you very much!!



may you guys be well and happy always!!!

what to do??

em... how to spend the rest of my holiday?
it's still one month to go..

what to do???

I'm bored of
watching TV...
playing the same computer games..
window shopping...

any suggestion??

i'm alive

a song sang by CELINE DION
written by Lundin, Kristin;Carlsson, Andreas


Mmmmmm.. mmmm
Mmmmmmmmmmmmm
I get wings to fly
Oh, oh.. I'm alive
Yeah

when you call on me
when i hear you
breath
i get wing to fly
i feel that i'm alive

when you look at me
i can touch the sky
i know that i'm alive
mmmmmmm ohhhhh ahhhhhh

when you bless
the day
i just drift away
all my worries die
i'm glad that i'm
alive

you've set my heart
on fire
filled me with love
made me a woman on
clouds above

i couldn't get
much higher
my spirit takes flight
cause i am alive
ohhhhh

when you call on me
when you call on me
when i hear you breathe
when i hear you breathe
i get wings to fly
(fly)
i fell that i'm alive
(i'm alive)

when you reach for me
raising spirits high
God knows that

that i'll be the one
standing by

through good and
through
trying times

and it's only begun
i can't wait for the
rest of my life

when you call on me
when you call on me
when you reach for me
when you reach for me
i get wing to fly
i feel that i'm alive
yeah

when you bless the day
i just drift away
all my worries die
i know that i'm alive

i get
wings to fly
God knows that i'm alive




May you guys be well and happy always!

take time to realise

it's always takes time for us to realise
what we really need and want in life

what is the thing that i want or need the most??
money
success
or happiness??
i have to admit that it keep on changing as time goes

with more money
i can buy lots of things that i want and of course need
clothes, electronical devices, food...
and
i can make lots of 'friends'
hanging out with them

success
is getting what i want
(i couldn't list them out here as they are trilion of them...^>^)

but are they equal to happiness??
yes, i will definitely be happy if I have lots of money and success..
but how long can it last?
1 decade?
1 year?
1 month?
1 week?
or 1 day?

with
money, can I feel happy??
yes, as long as i feel that it is enough for me
I'll spend all the money that i have one day (if i stop earning or i spend more than what i earn)

success, can i feel happy?
sure, but it depends of what kind of success..
Nobel Price, of course i will be happy for quite a long time
others (like winning my competitor), is just temporary as I might lose in the next competition,
what if i feel it is enough as long as I had win at least once and not have to win all the time?

situation will change if we change our ways of thinking
but it is always take time for us to realise it

we are success if we have what we want
somehow,
we will feel happy if we want what we have....




may you guys be well and happy always!

relief

hahaha... yesterday is my last working day!!! ^.^

somehow, my ex-boss might call me back to the team if necessary...

Friday, November 27, 2009

future

destiny;
when the time comes,
we will know how it will be.

fate;
before that,
i do believe that it will end
just in the way i think it should be.

uncertainties;
on the way,
at a moment,
it seems like the luck will be on my side,
but seconds later,
situation might change.

we don't know how will it be in the end,
what we can do is to
try our best,
do our best,
and hopefully...
be the best!



may you guys be well and happy always!

search

when you are looking for something...
that you don't even know what it is,
never make up your own image that what and how it will be,
for you will never find it,
even if it is just right in front of you...



may you guys be well and happy always!

Friday, November 20, 2009

...th working day

I'll be working until December 13...

Before that,I'll take part in series of promotion
Tomorrow, it will be at PISA
Sunday, will be at KRICO
then the first week of December will be at KRICO
and end by December 12 and 13 at PISA..
There will also be a company trip to Bukit Merah on December 5 & 6.
Hopefully everything will just be fine.




May you guys be well and happy always!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

she

miss her..
when there are couples around me

how would I be if I have a girl friend?

I am regret for not appreciating her
when I'm able to do so

money is ont of the obstacles
and 'love' is the main

though we never start and never end
but this makes a big and deep hole in my heart
for the time being

"I'm the sun, and she is the moon;
that's why we never meet...???
or that's the way we compromise???"



may you guys be well and happy always!

...th working day

tiring of working..
thinking to quit by this week..

but I need money..
though I no longer enjoying working here
still I have to..

I don't want to think too much about it..
sometimes..
'blurring' is still the best solution

I shouldn't bring back my emotion at work to home
as I know it's not fair for me to do so..




may you guys be well and happy always!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

...th working day

busy working.. still surviving in waves of promotion...

lots of things happened recently..

again, life is full of uncertainties
it is just like 'rojak'

It's not easy to face it alone,
without a proper shoulder to lean on...

where are YOU???


may you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, November 2, 2009

haha.. at last..

haha.. at last I found my secondary school best classmate via facebook. She is my F3 to F5 classmate. She is so kind and helped me a lot in my study. I was not in my class most of the time when I was in F4 & F5 and she is the one who help me to jot down and record all the homework and also important infomation on my 'homework book'. She is so kind-hearted and until now I still haven't find a friend equivalent to her not to say better than her. She is my best friend and I hope that I would have more friends like her. Friendship forever!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

gifted idols...

Celine Dion, Susan Boyle and Jacklyn Victor are three of the most outstanding singers in my opinion. Three of them sing with feeling and their voices are so powerful and perfect. I'll never get bored listening to their songs. I love them so much! ^.^

Celine Dion


Susan Boyle


Jacklyn Victor



May you guys be well and happy always!

she

Sometimes,
I wonder whether I am able to let her go…

There are lots of things that I can’t control in life,
And feeling towards her is one of them,
especially when I start dreaming on my future,
who to marry, to be specific.

I might not be the best for her
But so far, she is the best for me.
Though I know that she deserves better guy,
But I still want to be with her so much,
Am I too self-fish?

I used to say that I don’t like her anymore
I thought it was true,
But I am correct partially,
In fact, I think I love her.

I might not be able to live without her,
But for certain, my life will not be perfect without her.

I keep on thinking of her recently,
I think… I like her,
Am I right?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

...th working day

I just came back from Ms. Low,my colleague's birthday party. It was held at our branch, Lotus Krico. We went there after 8pm and the 'party' was just nice. We had ice-cream cake; fried chickens (from Marry Brown which are a bit salty) and Sprike.

Ms. Tan (Cindy jie) gave as a lecture on Bio-Life products this evening. The handout is good and attractive and I think she really gave lots of effort in preparing it. I enjoy reading it but I do not bring it back now as we are going to use it tomorrow.

I am going to a talk on this Friday which is sponsored by company. I am looking forward to it as the speaker is someone famous but I have yet to know who is she.


May you guys be well and happy always!

Friday, October 16, 2009

staff training

The staff training was just good. I learned lots of things and most of my questions have been answered by the nutritionist, Ms. Monitar Tan. We kept on asking her questions related to the product when she was explaining. It was quite a lively seminar and I enjoyed it. We do understand further and more detail about the products. Interaction between us are just fine. I am looking forward for another seminar in near future. ^.^


May you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

backpacking

My boss shared with me about his backpacking experience few weeks ago and I am so eager to experience it. He suggested me to backpack during my university holiday as he said that I would never have time when I start working later. He spent around 1k to travel around one month at Thailand and Cambodia respectively. I think it should be an unforgettable adventure. Hopefully I will have the luck to backpack in near future. ^.^

May you guys be well and happy always!

eve of staff training

There'll be a staff training for us tomorrow at our pharmacy by nutritionist from Blackmores. I am looking forward to it Hopefully I will have enough time to issue all the problems and questions that we faced during promotion and I would never want to miss this golden opportunity. I expect that I can learn lots of things which are not stated in the product booklets.

I am going to arrange the questions that I am going to ask tomorrow.
May the training be lively and interesting. ^.^


May you guys be well and happy always!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

leave or stay??

Now only I realise that earning money is not as easy as I thought it would be.

working for the longest time
but got the lowest salary in return

working for weeks
and got no off day in return

Are these the destiny for a temporary/part-time worker?
If these are, then thanks a lot for giving me such a great lesson.
I'll surely enjoy & utilise my university life later on. My family members advise me to quite but, still, we need this salary to keep the ends meet.


May you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, October 12, 2009

Don't die as if we never lived...

I decided to share a meaningful email which I received from my friend few days ago.It is an email reminding us not to forget how short and precious our lives are. Be mindful and live at present time.

BE REMINDED.....
Subject: LIFE IS PRECIOUS

First, I was dying to finish my high school and start my college
and then I was dying to finish college and start working
Then I was dying to marry and have children
and then I was dying for my children to grow old enough so I could go back to work again
But then I was dying to retire
and now I am dying...
and suddenly I realised
I forgot to live

Please don't let this happen to you
Appreciate your current situation and enjoy each day


To make money, we lose our health,
and then to restore our health, we lose our money;
We live as if we never going to die,
and we die as if we never lived...

Life is very short, so break your silly ego, forgive quickly, believe slowly, love truly, laugh loudly & never avoid anything that makes you smile.

When I woke up this morning lying in bed, I was asking myself;
What are some of the secrets of success in life?
I found the answer right there, in my very room.

the Fan said... Be cool
the Roof said... Aim high
the Window said... See the world
the Clock said... Every minute is precious
the Mirror said... Reflect before you act
the Calendar said... Be up-to-date
the Door said... Push hard for your goals

Carry a Heart that Never Hates.
Carry a Smile that Never Fades.
Carry a Touch that Never Hurts.

HAVE A PURPOSEFUL DAY!


May you guys be well and happy always!

working life (promotion)

just finish doing promotion for one week at TESCO Sungai Dua..
there I met people from all walk of lives, people with platinum card and also those using coins to buy supplement from us and for sure, people with all kind of attitude, some even thank us after buying product from us. Following are some of the interesting people I met there...

There, I found my huge customer. She bought nearly 1k of supplement from me on the second day and slightly more than 0.5k on the forth day. So, all together would be 1.5k. Then, she ask her aunt to buy some more on last Saturday. She is one of the minority who realise the fact that we were really giving good and low price for the Australia supplements.

There were also many customers who think that the supplements are so expensive. We did give 30% discount and of course it is still expensive compared with other brand especially those which are not fully imported. Frankly, the supplement are at affordable price for middle-class people but as we all know we should take supplements for a long period of time to see the effect, so it would burn a huge hole in our pocket in long run. Somehow, it is still better than medicine as the side effect is minor.

I also met some customers who like to bargain with us and they are really difficult to service. What make things worse is those who are not intended to buy anything from as saying that we do promotion just to clear the old and short-expired stock which is not true! I strongly believe that if we are not buying from someone, we should not claim that his/her product are not good or fresh! We did explain 'nicely' to them about our products... (^.^)

It's easier for us to sell the supplement to those are already taking it and harder to those who take other brand. It is even more challenging to introduce those have no idea what supplement is. Still, we did sell multi vitamins & minerals and glucosamine to them. These two are the most common for those who are new with needs.
We were selling supplement based on customers' need and not asking them to buy blindly.

One of our customers there bought tuna pies for us after shopping. It costs 2.2 each. We were so shock and happy. She bought supplements from us before entering the mall and bought us pies when she was on her way back. Our stall was at the main entrance of the shopping mall. That's why...

Of course we do get scolded and complains from various parties. The mall manager do like to catch us for being late (this happens all the time). We did try our best to reach early but normally we will be late and use one of their thousand trolleys on the first day of the promotion. One of the customer gave us some 'advice', saying that we still need training and our skills are not mature yet. I do admit that we are not good and there are still lots of things and skills for us to learn, but he is not suppose to claim that he is the 'teacher' for many doctors, pharmacists, engineers and all others profession. He claimed that the number of 'students' he trained is two times more that the customers at TESCO at that moment. According to him, some of his students even claim that he is God ('shen') which I strongly disagree with. He might advance in selling skills but still have lots to learn about manner. haha... At the end, he gave us hint to call him for further advice which we most probably would not do. For the time being, in my opinion, he might be an expert, top sales but not a good idol.

I learned lots of soft-skills via promotion but it's really tiring and boring especially when are is no customers for hours. Normally, I will off for one to three days after doing promotion.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Heal the World

another great song from MJ...

Heal The World lyrics



little girl talking
(I think about the generations
and they say they want to make it
a better place for our children and our children's children
so that they they they know it's a better world for them
and I think they can make it a better place)


There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

Cuz There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me

You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children



May you guys be well and happy always!

you are not alone

a song that plays in my mind repeatedly recently....
I wonder why.. just cann't get rid of it..
may be I feel lonely? or just because of the rhythm?
somehow, it is a wonderful song from MJ...
here comes the lyrics...

You Are Not Alone lyrics
Songwriters: Kelly, Robert S.



Another day has gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be you're not here with me
You never said goodbye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go and leave my world so cold?

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
But you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone, why, 'lone

Just the other night, I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
But you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Oh whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And I, and girl you know that I'll be there, I'll be there

You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart

You are not alone, for I am here with you
(You are not alone)
(I am here with you)
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
(Though you're far away)
(You and me)
For you are not alone, for I am here with you
(You are always in my heart)
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart




May you guys be well and happy always!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Grey's Anatomy


It's simply a superb American medical drama television series with great quotes and touching story lining!!! Really worth watching!!!


May you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Let it go.. .. can I??

I chose not to be with you,
not because of I don't like you,
but it's because of I don't suit you.

There are lots of better guys out there,
and you deserve it,
you are free to go with any of them,
as I am not the best for you.

I know I will regret later,
still,
loving someone is not means to possess someone,
I'll be happy as long as you are.


may you guys be well and happy always!

divorce???

When you are in love
your partner is just perfect
you can accept all her shortcomings
you can be understandable
you can tolerate with her on any circumstances
you keep on thinking on what you can do for her
and
she is simply an perfect angel...

after you get married
your partner is no longer perfect
you will start looking at all her shortcomings
you couldn't understand her
nor tolerate with her
you will keep on thinking on what she should do for you in return
and she is simply a demon..

then,
here comes DIVORCE......


"she is still who she is before and after marriage, but the only thing that has changed is the way you look at her."



may you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, September 28, 2009

choir performance...

Here, I joined choir for the first time and involved in several performances...

This is the performance in conjunction with Math and Science Carnival 2008 or 2009. I'am not sure about the year d.. =.=
We took this photo before the performance at the backstage...



Our theme was Peace. The title of our song was 'From a Distance' by Bette Midler, which is a very meaningful song. Here is the lyric...

From a disctance the world looks blue and green
and the snow-capped mountains white
From a distance the ocean meets the stream
and the eagle takes to flight

From a distance there is harmony
and it enchoes through the land
It's the voice of hope, it's the voice of peace
it's the voice of every man

From a distance we all have enough
and no one is in need
There are no guns, no bombs, and no disease
no hungry mouths to feed

From a distance we are instruments
marching in a common band
Playing songs of hope, playing songs of peace
They're the songs of every man

God is watching us' God is watching us
God is watching us
from a distance

From a distance you look like my friend
even though we are at war
From a distance I just cannot comprehend
what all this fighting is for

From a distance there is harmony
and it enchoes through the land
It's the hope of hopes, it's the love of loves
it's the heart of every man

It's the hope of hopes, It's the love of loves
This is the song of every man
and God is watching us, God is watching us
God is watching us from a distance
God is watching us, God is watching
God is watching us from a distance


May you guys be well and happy always!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

my 72nd working day

working is really not a good way to spend my holiday!!!

I am still doing promotion at TESCO Penang which started on 16 September.
Though I learn a lot there, but I don't really like it.
Still, It's better than at shop, I guess.

We need to reach there before 9.30am,
though we are given 15 minutes extra,
still, we need to rush to reach on the dot.
If not, we will be super star of the year...
the mall manager will take our photos,
as a proof that we are late,
then he will issue a warning letter to us,
if we late again next time,
we need to pay RM200.00..
What a nice way to earn extra money!!
He don't care whether we are living near by or not,
he said that he only takes 40 minutes to reach TESCO,
I wonder how fast he drive...
I wouldn't and have no right to stop him from meeting God earlier,
but my friends and I are not willing and prepared to do so.

Another thing is we are not allowed to use TESCO's trolley,
even though there are hundreds of empty trolleys,
we are abandon to use it,
I don't know what rule is that...
The manager ('TPK')said that he will get scolded if we continue using it,
but we have around 30 boxes of goods to carry,
and we only have one personal trolley,
how are we going to carry it without using their trolley
and reach in time??

Normally it takes around 45 minutes to reach TESCO from my house,
but now I need to drop by at pharmacy
and sometimes I need to fetch my colleagues,
how am I going to reach in time?
I need to depart around 8am in the morning..
which means that I need to wake up on 7.30am...
I only go to bed after 12.30am (the earliest)...
Frankly, it is not enough for me to recover after working for more than 12 hours..
I am so stress...
Thanks God, tomorrow is the last day of the promotion..

Luckily, I have a quite understanding boss. ^0^
I meet a lots of friends here,
gain lots of precious experience and knowledge,
and so on..

I might jot down some info about friends I met here in near future...
somehow, studying is still better than working..


May you guys be well and happy always...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

my 61th working day

I used to advice others that,
if you are not happy with what you are doing,
then just don't do it.
But, today,
I know that it is always easier to say than to do..

Most of the time,
things are just not in our control.
We just cannot do what we wanted to,
because there are lots of things that we need to consider.
Only if we can really put down all these burden,
we can meet Happiness.

May you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

true love??

"When Poverty comes in,
Love will go out..." by Cindy 'jie'

When I was working this afternoon, one of my colleague told me this and I found it quite true, that's why I post it here.

Of course there are still many things that Love will choose to go out when those things come in. Then it depends on...

Quite busy now, I might post my opinion about this next time.

May you guys be well and happy always!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

56th working day

My boss gave me a key chain today. ^.^

but,i bring back my boss's key again.. This is already third times where I bring back my boss's key accidentally. I took back my boss's key twice and now I take back his car key... =.= I am such a forgetful and careless person... I definitely will get scolded this time.. T.T help me......

May you guys be well and happy always!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

success

People meet Success,
not because of they never fail,
instead, they stand up each time after fall;
not due to luck,
but due to their determination and their will power.

People do understand that
Success comes after failures,
still...
majority give up after trying for few times,
as they do not know how close they are to Success,
in fact, they gap may just a baby step away.

Only some keep on trying,
each time they try and fail,
they do not give up,
as they know they are a step closer to Success,
and these are those who will meet Success...


May you guys be well and happy always! All the best!

53th working day

I just finish doing promotion at Han Chiang Secondary School. I reached there around 8.30am and left around 1.45pm. It was quite okay in the sense that we have enough time to serve every customers. They came one by one and we don't need rush like hell lo... ^.^ It was not tiring and I enjoyed it as the working time is not that long as in other place.

May you guys be well and happy always!

52th working day

It's only my 52th working day, is still like I have been woking for years. Studying is definitely better than working. No one is forcing you to do your homework, it's all up to you; whereas you have to do what ordered when you work as you get paid. Haha.. I am thankful that I still enjoy what I have been asked to do. ^>^

By the way, I still have to work later.. (Normally I off on Sunday)

I am going to do promotion at Han Chiang Penang later with my old partner. I never been there before, hopefully we have good business later. ^.^

I don't think I have time to read on the book that my boss gave me for these few days as I have 'assignment' to do.

May you guys be well and happy always!

Friday, September 4, 2009

51th working day

Today, my boss gave me a book entitle 'Campus CEO-- the student entrepreneur's guide to launching a multimillion-dollar business' written by Randal Pinkett. However, the book is Chinese version. I think it should be about business. I don't have time to read it for the time being. I might read it this coming weekend if I have time and mood to do so. ^.^ I will share with you guys after I read it. By the way, I would like to thank my boss. Thank you o!haha..

I also took back a box of leaflets on medications, I hope I would make good use of it.

May you guys be well and happy always!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

my off day...

I went to collect my A-Level result slip yesterday alone. I depart from BM the day before around 11.45pm at reach around 5.30am at Shah Alam. It was extremely cool in the bus and I did not sleep well. I think I only slept for 3 hours in for the whole night. The passenger in front of me snoozing and what made thing worse is the speaker of the radio is just above my seat. Terrible journey... However, I still fell asleep in the end round 1.30am and I woke up around 4.30am. The driver stop at KL central before Shah Alam, if not, I might reach earlier yesterday which is too bad to me as I need to wait until INTEC main entrance open.

I had my breakfast with one of my friend who doing ALG Program there. I ordered Roti Canai and 'teh ais kurang manis' for him before he reach the restaurant or mamak stall to be specific. The waiter thought I want 'teh tarik kurang manis' and I changed it as it was not mine. We had our breakfast while chatting and catching up with each other. He will be sitting for his German test next week. I met and had a quick talk with my ex-Chemistry lecturer, Dr. Prakash there too.

Around 8.05am I went to see my Head of Program to collect my result and Photostatted it before I met my friends. I waited for my two other friends before we meet our Head of Program again at Library. I asked my Head of Program to certified all my Photostatted document. After settle everything, three of us went to IMU by Samuel Ling's car. We took our dinner at a pizza shop on the way.

We went to Student Service to send in our application forms and pay the registration fees at the cashier. I should know my application result within 2 weeks I met lots of my ex-schoolmate there. They are Shalisha, Shin Yun, Weoi Keat, Xiao Ying, Siok Nee, Nazreen, Atikah, Lokman, Khom (sleeping), Kai Xun, Weng Heng, Yong Kang and Sylvester. We chatted for a while. I visited Lokman's hostel where he stay with Khom who was sleeping. After that, I do catch up with Weng Heng for hours. We ate some delicacy which he bought it earlier.

Around 5pm, we took LRT to Plaza Rakyat, and he accompany me to Puduraya. Then I bought my bus ticket. I was lucky as I the bus that I took depart on 5.30pm. I just waited for 20 minutes. In the bus, there was some distraction. An Indian youngster waited in the bus for nearly an hour argued with the driver. He complained that the driver depart on the time as promised whereas the drivers just don't feel guilty and they shout at each other. They nearly fought as the rose their voice. In the end, he was asked to leave the bus but he got double pay in return.

I reach 'Perhentian Sebelah Juru' around 11.30pm. I should have reach earlier if the bus did not stop at Ipoh and Parit Buntar. I was extremely hungry and my parents cooked porridge for me which I finish it on my way back to my house from Juru.

living in a grateful world...

Be Grateful to those who have hurt or harmed you,
for they have reinforced your determination.

Be Grateful to those who have deceived you,
for they have deepened your insight.

Be Grateful to those who have hit you,
for they have reduced your karmic obstacles.

Be Grateful to those who have abandoned you,
for they have taught you to be independent.

Be Grateful to those who have made you stumble,
for they have strengthened your ability.

Be Grateful to those who have denounced you,
for they have increased your wisdom and concentration.

Be Grateful to those who have made you firm & resolute and helped in your achievement

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

my A-Level results..

my A-Level result came out last Thursday (20 August 2009)..
I was so busy doing promotion..
until I have no time to worry about it..
not even think about it..
until my friend told me that the result is out..

It was quite OK..
though is not that good..
yet, still enough for me to pass the cut-off-point required...

I don't felt happy or sad..
just a little bit down..
still.. I knew I had give my best..
I should be able to perform better only if I prepared well..

still..
...the past is history..
take a lesson from it..
and let it goes..

may you guys be well and happy always!

finally....

finally..
here come my off days..
after working (doing promotion) for two consecutive weeks...
from 9.30am to 11.00pm @ a supermarket..

finally...
i have 3 off days...
from today until this Thursday...

lots of things to settle..
especially applying for University..
and taking my result slip..
lolz.. need to travel again....

nitez...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

hectic life....

very busy recently..
doing promotion at supermarket...
starting from 17 August until 31 August...
it is quite fun but tiring...
working for more than 12 hours a day..
=.=

however, it's going to over soon..
until this coming independent day...
3 more days to go...
hehe..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

the 20th working day..

em.. It has been quite a long time since my last post. I have been so tire to assimilate with my new lifestyle as I am working for temporary now, from 11am to 8pm. Actually I am working as sales assistant, but what I do is more like helper to the workers there and of course the boss. They are quite nice to me (not when I make mistake or when I cannot find the goods they want or they have to tell/teach me the same thing more than once). It's really hurt when I could not perform as expected in the sense that I get scolded. So, studying is definitely better than working! haha.. Now only I know how hard is it to earn money. It's hard and I have to sweat a lot for it. Frankly, I really learned a lot for the past few weeks. According to plan, I am going to TESCO @ Penang for promotion next Monday. I am really looking forward to it...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

my sister's new laptop

haha.. Finally, my house has a laptop. It belongs to my elder sister. She bought it yesterday with help from her best friend. It is Toshiba Satellite L300 and grey in colour. It costs RM1699.00. I will take some pictures of it later.

May you guys be well and happy always!

day 2

Today, I learned to check stock and also pack the medicine according to the order. i made lots of mistakes today which include refer to the wrong margin and hence type the price wrongly. I will make sure that I will not repeat the same mistakes. -.-

There is also another worker which is new to me. She is a middle-aged woman. She is quite friendly also and of course experienced. I forgot what's her name. Kind of Christine.. I will check it out tomorrow. ^.^

I have took the picture of the pharmacy after sending a letter. I will upload the picture next time.

May you guys be well and happy always!

first day at work

It's really tiring.

On my way to Lotus pharmacy, I was quite nervous and excited as it was my first working day. In my heart, what I wanted is not making any mistake, that's all for the first day...

Once I reached the pharmacy, I was informed to transfer all the goods from my boss's car to upstairs and arrange them properly in the cupboard. Then, I need to...
Basically, I have to know the flow of the pharmacy and give help when needed. Sometime, I have to answer the calls, be cashier and promoter, arrange the goods and also... There are so many things to do.. but I am quite happy with it. The boss and the colleges there are friendly. I learned lots of things today, including arranging various type of medicine, put on the price stickers and also operate the computer.

I also had a quick talk with my boss. He mentioned that I can inform him anything I want to learn about pharmacy and he will arrange it for me provided that I need to do some homework. If not, I will only be assigned to do the jobs in the shop. He is really a nice boss and very friendly. He is my elder sister's super super senior as in they graduate from the same university and same course, they also graduated from the same secondary school.

There is also a female worker in the shop. I think she is only a few years elder than me. However, I asked her whether she is the elder sister of my boss and she took it quite seriously. =.= In the end, I have to say sorry lo as she keep on picking up the topic the whole day and I felt that I need to apologise. =.=111 May be it is quite hurt to a girl to be assumed to be older.?? Meanwhile, there is also a women who is also very friendly. She is in charge of cleaning the shop and also arranging the goods. ^.^

Really hope that I will have sweet memories here...

May you guys be well and happy always!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

haha...

i found a job at Lotus pharmacy. Work as sale assistant with RM800.00 per month. Start working on this coming Monday... ^.^

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

uncertainty


life is full of uncertainties;
nothing is permanent,
except one,
which is change;
only change is permanent,
yesterday, today and tomorrow,
changes will still take place,
and it is the only thing that will never change.

money,
which most of us die chasing for,
is not permanent;
with a single economical tsunami,
today, you might be a billionaire,
tomorrow, you might be a...
lots of changes can take place,
and none of us know the length of our lives.

love,
which most of us looking for,
is not permanent;
today, he or she might promise to marry you,
or say that he or she will love you until his or her last breath,
but, who knows what is coming up next?
and again none of us know the length of our lives.

popularity,
which most of us dreaming of,
is not permanent;
today, you might be at the centre of the spotlight,
tomorrow, when another star twinkles,
you might just nothing,
people will forget you when they meet others.

'Don't cling on what you have now, nor die chasing what you don't have, as nothing is permanent.'

life...

life...
is just like travelling by train;
there is no U-turn,
there is no turning back;
the past we cann't change,
the future we cann't control;

there are lot's of stations and terminals;
each journey,
we meet various people from all walks of lives;
some might be optimist,
while the other don't,
all of them are just unique;

in life...
people chase after different things,
but, in the end, what each and everyone of us want,
is still HAPPINESS!

=.=

I do not work at Wellness Lab. My family members insist that they are firm with their decision. =.= Now, have to look for another job.

Monday, June 29, 2009

hesitation

I plan to work at Wellness Lab starts on this Wednesday. The basic salary is RM1000 and performance is RM200. But, the problems is I have to attend a training program at KL and work for 5.5days per week, from 10.00am to 10.00pm. My parents don't actuate me to go as they worry about me as I need to go to KL for one-month training program. Besides, I need to work for hours per day. My elder sister said that I will regret as the working hour is too long whereas my younger sisters said that KL might full with H1N1 influenza. On the other hand, to me, the salary is really attractive. With no working experience, they still willing to pay me that, it is above average compared to the normal salary here. In addition, I still can learn about Chinese herb. I will be assigned to look after the whole counter which involves 'mixing' the Chinese herb for the patients, carrying out simple blood test, using some machines to test lungs and heart function and so on. I will be given some commission if I manage to promote to do the tests provided by Wellness Lab. So, in conclusion, the disadvantages are about my safety when training in KL and also long working hours. Meanwhile, the advantages are I can learn some skills about the machine which might be useful for my future pharmacy study and the salary is really attractive. =)

Still, should I go or not? Hope that you guys can give me some advices or any other more suitable jobs? I am still waiting my interview result for sale assistant at a pharmacy shop near my house with monthly salary around RM800.00 and work for 9 hours per day and 6 days per week which my family members recommend me to go, but to me, the salary is not that attractive lo.. $$$Money$$$ comes first???

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

'Small boy'

haha.. Actually it's because Ms.Sivarani called me using this when i wanna take photo with her few months ago. She said, "Small boy, nevermind (in the sense that we can stand very close gua... we did stand closely), come..." In fact,I'm small in size and childish, quite suitable to be describe as this. ^.^


My beloved Bio Lecturer for 3rd and 4th semesters, Madam Sivarani and me...

Besides, I really think that I am so small, so tiny, as there are lots of thing that I am not able to do or undo. Recently I really feel that my power and abilities are so limited and, to me, they are just as tiny as dust. Though I have the will, yet I cannot change the result. What happened is history and cannot be changed. Lots of things happened in my home when I was sitting for my A-Level Examination... My mom is right in the sense that I shouldn't know what happen in home while I am in exam period. They are really tedious and heart breaking. After all, still can survive...=.=

Friday, June 19, 2009

at last...

haha.. at last, my A-level is over! heheheheehehehehee.... ^.^ i will upload the photo n some comments later..

Saturday, June 13, 2009

hehe...

just three more papers to go for my a-level, Mathematics C4, Biology unit 6 and also Chemistry Unit 6. hopefully, everything goes well.

good luck to all of you!
Cheers!

It's still hot,hot and HOT here!!! Luckily it's raining now. Hopefully it will be better then. By the way,air quality here is still =.=!!!

may you guys be well and happy always! =)

Saturday, May 30, 2009

3 more weeks to go...

haha.. my A-Level examination will end in 3 weeks time... hopefully i will perform better and do less careless mistakes... :)

by the way, it's extremely hot recently, to make thing worse, here, at my hostel, is seriously polluted with various irritating smokesSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, especially at night.. yesterday, the moon was red here! See? how serious is the pollution... even the
moon is 'bleeding'.. to those involved please be kind to our only Earth as it's for our own good!!!!!!!

best of luck to you guys!

May you guys be well and happy always!

Monday, May 25, 2009

statistics S2

Definition (S2)

Justify skewness of a distribution
-mean < median < mode
-negative skewed

For Poisson model
-used when mean = variance
as Y~N(N,N)

Conditions for Poisson distribution:-

-events occur independently/randomly
-events occur singly
-events occur at a constant rate

Conditions for Binomial distribution:-
-fixed number of trial
-independent trials
-only have two possible outcomes
-probability of success is constant

Conditions for Binomial => Poisson = Poi(np)
-n is large, n>50
-p is small, p<0.2

Conditions for Binomial => Normal = N[np, np(1-p)]
-n is large
-p close to 0.5

Condition for Poisson => Normal = N(m,m)
-mean,m>10 or large

Statistic
-a random variable calculated as
-a function of known observation from a population
@-a random variable that is a function of a random sample that contain no other unknown parameter

Population
-a complete collection of items or individual

Census
-is when every member if the population is investigated
-adv: total accuracy
-disadv: time consuming to obtain data and analyse it / expensive / hard to analyse data, difficult to carry out / destructive testing

Sample
-a selection of individual members of population
-adv: saves time / cheaper / easier / used when testing results in destruction of item
-disadv: uncertaincy due to natural variation / uncertaincy due to bias / possible bias as sampling frame incomplete / bias due to subjective choice of sample / bias due to non-response

Sampling Frame
-a list of all sampling units or all the population

Sampling Unit
-individual member of the population or sampling frame

Sampling Distribution
-all possible sample are chosen from a population
-the values of a statistic and the associated probability is a sampling distribution
@-the distribution of all possible sample ... for all sample of size ...

Hypothesis Test
-is a mathematical procedure to examine a value of a population parameter proposed by the null hypothesis compared with an alternative hypothesis.

Null Hypothesis, Ho
-is a claim / assumption that is assumed to be true until it is proven otherwise.

Alternative Hypothesis, H1
-is an alternative claim / assumption that against the null hypothesis, if the null hypothesis is proven false, then the alternative hypothesis will be accepted.

Critical Region
-is the range of values that would lead to rejection of null hypothesis
@-a range of values of a test statistic such that if a value of the test statistic obtained from a particular sample lies on the critical region, than the null hypothesis is rejected

Critical Value(s)
-boundary value(s) of the critical region

Significance Level

-if the probability of a value of the test statistic 'as bad or worse' as that obtained is p, then we reject that null hypothesis when p is less that or equal to the significance level.

How to decide whether one-tailed or two-tailed test is suitable?
-one-tailed:
is suitable for testing whether the parameter of the alternative hypothesis is greater than or less than the parameter of the null hypothesis.
-two-tailed:
is suitable for testing whether the parameter of the alternative hypothesis is different from the parameter of the null hypothesis.


anything you guys wanna add?

may you guys be well and happy always! ^.^

Friday, May 15, 2009

PS!!!

hey guys...

I was down last week NOT because of i 'putus cinta'..
don't misunderstand... it was because of one of my titanic sank...
now, I'm fine.. the titanic turned to ferry now... no more titanic for me currently... =.= hopefully the titanic might come soon...

haha.. I am not loving anyone since last year... (=>=) family members are the best after all...

may you guys be well and happy always!

best of luck for your A-Level! must get 1800!!! (^.^)

fact?

what we hear,
might just a rumour...

what we see,
might just a illusion...

even..
what we understand,
might just a fallacy...

what we experience,
what we feel,
deep into our heart,
is the fact???

Sunday, May 10, 2009

mirror...

this morning, i went to jog alone,
and i met Nazreen (my classmate)..

at first, i did not notice that it was her, then she called me..
what she told me had reminded me that human is just like a mirror to each other, though there are still lots of special cases..

she said, ' i can't see you, and you can't see me!' (at that time both of us did not wear spec)
this reminded me the fact that people will treat you just the way you treat them.
if you treated them badly, then for sure, they will treat you the same;
exclude those who are really noble and saints...
but, if you think that you have treated them nicely but they still can't get it,
them perhaps both of with are in different channels and frequency are not the same;
or else...??

therefore, we have to treat others just as the ways you want them to treat us.

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"Love is blind, friendship close one eye." Whenever you see your enemy's mistake, though it is just a tiny one, for most of the ordinary people, you will amplify it and spread it allover the world; but,when your friends make mistakes, may it be a tiny one or huge, most probably you will choose not to inform them, as you might worry that it will cause troublesssss to both of you; but to me, i would like to be differ, as i know that that are all for my own good. I believe that's the basic quality of true friend, he or she is worth appreciate, and of course not telling me the bad things openly.

so, my friends, comments and even critics are most welcome. ^.^

may all of you be well and happy always! ^.^

Saturday, May 9, 2009

ship...



photo grabbed from http://www.mmem.spschools.org/2F.9798/Titanic/Titanic.Images/sinking.jpeg

there is a relationship which
needed by each and everyone of us
for our own benefits...

there is a relationship which
both parties using each other...

there is a relationship which
ends when one of the party get enough from the other...


there is a relationship which
ultimately base on the 'price' of both party;
when one party loses its value,
then the ship will just sink...

there is a relationship which
only focus on using others more
when the party being used realize,
then again the ship will sink...

this relationship
is needed by everyone
helping everyone at that particular moment
prior to destroying them...

I'm not a pessimist,
just can't deny these soul broken facts...

may you guys be well and happy always!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

catalyst??


pic grabbed from http://www.catalyst-intl.org/images/join_i_am_a_catalyst.jpg


catalyst??
not again...

may be i am not good enough to be the reactants,
not even one of them...
T.T
but i am quite sure that i am a multipurpose catalyst,
as it's third or even more times now i catalysts some reactions successfully.

the new,
is always better than the old..
it...
might be true..
but..
spouse,
is always better than friends..
i don't want to believe
still..
it's fact..

i used to be happy as a catalyst,
as i know it's not the high time to be the reactant;
yet, lao ying said that if we catalysts for more than two times,
we will never be reactant..
hopefully it's just a fallacies.

i do want to be reactant,
just for once,
and it will be for the rest of my life.

^.^

haha...

may you guys be well and happy always!