鱼与熊掌 始终不能兼得

every time when i think that i am close enough with a group of people
something negative will happen between me and them
nvm.. just improve and move on

what i need to do, i need to do
what i want to do, i need to do it at my own time
fair enough

one day..
one day i will find my own niche

till then, add oil

may all be well and happy always :D