take it or leave it?

should i take it or leave it?

i know i went through that before
but it was not a pleasuring experience

anyway, i did learn and gain a lot via that and after that
if i didn't went through that, i am not who i am today..

but, time goes
situation changes
the same go to the motive and needs

today,
what i needed is not what i need
what i wanted is not what i want
what i learnt is not what i learn

do i need to go through this again?
in order to...
to polish up what i learnt
to learn what i missed
to correct what i did
to do what i didn't

the situation is different...
i don't need what i needed years ago
i have others to consider
i have more important things to do and this is really supplementary...


em... so how wor??
i still hope that i can go through that again
if and only if i am able to cope with that...

OMB
may god bless me... =)

may you guys be well and happy always!