HURT.......

friends...
are those you share everything with,
whilst they don't?

though...
it is not the first time,
yet...
it's hurt;
even harder each time.
(i do think that i will be fine next time, yet, i failed again... (T.T))

friends...
are those you understand,
whilst they don't?

though...
i don't understand them,
yet they should understand me...
(hah.. i am fine now... it's equal...)

the past,
let it go...

the future,
be aware...

i don't think i can stand it again for near future... it really hurt... even harder than 'putus cinta' though i haven't experience it.. (it might be harder,right??) for the time being friendship still the most important 'ship' for me...

though...
i did choose carefully;
yet,
the results are still the same...

those i care for..
don't care about me...

those important to me..
I'm not equally important to them...

those i share everything with..
don't do so in return..

still..
I'm the one who should be blame
for..
too demanding...
(T.T)


still..
may you guys be well and happy always!